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A Christmas Posy
A Christmas Posy

Chapter XII

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WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.
If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.
Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.
It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.
It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.
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A Christmas Posy

Chapter XII

Reading 1/16 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.
Line 2
If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.
Line 3
Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.
Line 4
It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.
Line 5
It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

About preposition US /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading “It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.”

Anything pronoun US /ˈeniθɪŋ/

any thing at all

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

Began noun US /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

Course noun US /course/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

However adverb US /ˌhaʊˈevər/

used to add a contrasting statement

From this reading “It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.”

Journey noun US /ˈjourney/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

Last noun US /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.”

Left noun US /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.”

Let auxiliary verb US /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading “Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.”

Long noun US /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.”

Next noun US /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.”

Part noun US /part/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.”

Pleasant noun US /pleasant/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.”

Seemed noun US /seemed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.”

Still noun US /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.”

Though conjunction US /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading “It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.”

Took noun US /took/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.”

Whatever determiner US /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading “Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

almost

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

anythingpronounUS /ˈeniθɪŋ/

any thing at all

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

begannounUS /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

came

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

coming

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

coursenounUS /course/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

day

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

don't

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

Eliza

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

Ellis's

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

end

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

glad

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

go

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From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

going

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

got

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

hadn't

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

heads

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

holiday

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

hot

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

hours

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

house

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

how

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

howeveradverbUS /ˌhaʊˈevər/

used to add a contrasting statement

From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

immediately

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

journeynounUS /ˈjourney/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

lastnounUS /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

leftnounUS /left/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

letauxiliary verbUS /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

liked

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

longnounUS /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

Miss

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

nextnounUS /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

nice

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

nicest

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

off

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From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

Only

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

ourdeterminerUS /ˈaʊər/

belonging to the speaker and others

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

out

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

packing

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

partnounUS /part/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

pleasantnounUS /pleasant/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

railway

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

rather

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

seemednounUS /seemed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

servants

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

started

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

stillnounUS /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

there

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

three

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

too

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

tooknounUS /took/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

travelling

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From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

very

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From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

walks

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From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

wasn't

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From this reading It wasn't a very long journey, however, only about three hours in the railway, and the nicest part came at the end.

WEpronounUS /wiː/

the speaker together with one or more other people

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

we'd

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From this reading If it hadn't been for the packing, I don't know how we'd have got over the time, for Miss Ellis's holiday began almost immediately, and we hadn't anything to do.

week

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

whateverdeterminerUS /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading It was a nice day, though rather too hot to be pleasant for travelling, when we at last started for Wildmoor.

Wildmoor

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From this reading WE were to go to Wildmoor the very next week, but still it seemed a long time off.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading Only Eliza was to go with us, as there were to be servants left in the house we were going to, but of course we were very glad she was coming, as we liked her to go out walks with us; she let us do whatever we took into our heads.