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A dead man's diary

Chapter XIV

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_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.
It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.
No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.
Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.
It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.
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A dead man's diary

Chapter XIV

Chapter 14 of A dead man's diary is here in full — 20 sentences across 4 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.
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It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.
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No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.
/noʊ ðæt wɪtʃ wɑːz soʊ ˈterəbəl tuː miː wɑːz ðə θɔːt ðæt nɑːt ɔːl ðə ˈsʌfərɪŋz ʌv ɪˈtɜːrnəti kʊd əˈveɪl tuː waɪp əˈweɪ ðə ˈɑːfəl steɪn əˈpɑːn maɪ ˈspɪrət ɔːr tuː ənˈduː ðə ˈiːvəl wɪtʃ aɪ hæd brɔːt əˈpɑːn ðə ˈwʊmən aɪ hæd ˈruːənd/
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Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.
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It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

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These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

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evade verb US /ɪˈveɪd/

avoid or try to avoid fulfilling, answering, or performing (duties, questions, or issues)

From this reading “It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.”

lament verb US /ləˈment/

express grief verbally

From this reading “It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.”

sinner noun US /ˈsɪnər/

a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading “It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.”

stain noun US /steɪn/

a soiled or discolored appearance

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

undergo verb US /ˌʌndərˈɡoʊ/

pass through

From this reading “It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.”

undo verb US /ənˈduː/

cancel, annul, or reverse an action or its effect

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

wipe verb US /waɪp/

rub with a circular motion

From this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

wither verb US /ˈwɪðər/

wither, as with a loss of moisture

From this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

Word partnerships in these lines

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wipe away verb + particle

remove by wiping

In this reading “No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.”

wither away verb + particle

In this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

very soul adjective + noun

In this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

in hell preposition + noun

In this reading “_HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

AtprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

availverbUS /əˈveɪl/

use to one's advantage

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

awayadverbUS /əˈweɪ/

from a particular thing or place or position (“forth” is obsolete)

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

awfuladjectiveUS /ˈɑːfəl/

exceptionally bad or displeasing

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

bearverbUS /ber/

have

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

broughtverbUS /brɔːt/

inflected form of “bring” — take something or somebody with oneself somewhere

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

burdennounUS /ˈbɜːrdən/

an onerous or difficult concern

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

cameverbUS /keɪm/

inflected form of “come” — move toward, travel toward something or somebody or approach something or somebody

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

caredverbUS /kerd/

past form of “care” — feel concern or interest

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ceasedverbUS /siːst/

past form of “cease” — put an end to a state or an activity

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

continualadjectiveUS /kənˈtɪnjuːəl/

recurring regularly or frequently in a prolonged and closely spaced series

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

crimenounUS /kraɪm/

(criminal law) an act punishable by law; usually considered an evil act

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

crying-out

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From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

dieverbUS /daɪ/

pass from physical life and lose all bodily attributes and functions necessary to sustain life

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

Dorothy

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From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

eternitynounUS /ɪˈtɜːrnəti/

time without end

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

evadeverbUS /ɪˈveɪd/

avoid or try to avoid fulfilling, answering, or performing (duties, questions, or issues)

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

evenadjectiveUS /ˈiːvɪn/

divisible by two

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

evilnounUS /ˈiːvəl/

morally objectionable behavior

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

feltverbUS /felt/

mat together and make felt-like

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

fulladjectiveUS /fʊl/

containing as much or as many as is possible or normal

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

futureadjectiveUS /ˈfjuːtʃər/

yet to be or coming

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

heavilyadverbUS /ˈhevəli/

to a considerable degree

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

hellnounUS /hel/

any place of pain and turmoil

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

HOPEnounUS /hoʊp/

a specific instance of feeling hopeful

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

lamentverbUS /ləˈment/

express grief verbally

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

lastadjectiveUS /læst/

immediately past

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

layverbUS /leɪ/

put into a certain place or abstract location

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

longeradverbUS /ˈlɔːŋɡər/

for more time

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

lostadjectiveUS /lɔːst/

no longer in your possession or control; unable to be found or recovered

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

neveradverbUS /ˈnevər/

not ever; at no time in the past or future

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

nonepronounUS /nʌn/

not one, and not any

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

nowadverbUS /naʊ/

in the historical present; at this point in the narration of a series of past events

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

prayverbUS /preɪ/

address a deity, a prophet, a saint or an object of worship; say a prayer

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

punishmentnounUS /ˈpʌnɪʃmənt/

the act of punishing

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

puritynounUS /ˈpjʊrəti/

being undiluted or unmixed with extraneous material

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

ruinedadjectiveUS /ˈruːənd/

destroyed physically or morally

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

saveprepositionUS /seɪv/

except for; apart from

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

scarcelyadverbUS /ˈskersli/

only a very short time before

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

sinnounUS /sɪn/

estrangement from god

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sinnernounUS /ˈsɪnər/

a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sorrownounUS /ˈsɑːroʊ/

an emotion of great sadness associated with loss or bereavement

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

soulnounUS /soʊl/

the immaterial part of a person; the actuating cause of an individual life

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

spiritnounUS /ˈspɪrət/

the vital principle or animating force within living things

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

stainnounUS /steɪn/

a soiled or discolored appearance

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

succournoun

assistance in time of difficulty

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

sufferingsnounUS /ˈsʌfərɪŋz/

plural of “suffering” — a state of acute pain

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

terribleadjectiveUS /ˈterəbəl/

causing fear or dread or terror

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

thereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading Of myself and of my future, save for the continual crying-out of my soul after its lost purity, I scarcely cared now to think.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading It was of Dorothy that my heart was full; it was for Dorothy that I never ceased to sorrow, to lament, and--sinner, though I was--to pray.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

timenounUS /taɪm/

an instance or single occasion for some event

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

undergoverbUS /ˌʌndərˈɡoʊ/

pass through

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

undoverbUS /ənˈduː/

cancel, annul, or reverse an action or its effect

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

uttermostadjective

of the greatest possible degree or extent or intensity

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

veryadjectiveUS /ˈveri/

precisely as stated

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

wantedadjectiveUS /ˈwɔːntɪd/

desired or wished for or sought

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

willingadjectiveUS /ˈwɪlɪŋ/

disposed or inclined toward

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

wipeverbUS /waɪp/

rub with a circular motion

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

wishedverbUS /wɪʃt/

past form of “wish” — hope for; have a wish

From this reading It was not that I wanted to evade the punishment of my crime, for I was willing and wished to undergo it to the uttermost.

witherverbUS /ˈwɪðər/

wither, as with a loss of moisture

From this reading _HOPE._ At last there came a time, even in hell, when the burden of my sin lay so heavily upon me, that I felt I could bear it no longer, and that if succour there came none, the very soul of me must wither away and die.

womannounUS /ˈwʊmən/

an adult female person (as opposed to a man)

From this reading No, that which was so terrible to me was the thought that not all the sufferings of eternity could avail to wipe away the awful stain upon my spirit, or to undo the evil which I had brought upon the woman I had ruined.

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