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A Red Wallflower
A Red Wallflower

Chapter XII

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_STRUGGLES_.
Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.
Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.
Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.
At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.
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A Red Wallflower

Chapter XII

Reading 1/43 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
_STRUGGLES_.
Line 2
Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.
Line 3
Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.
Line 4
Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.
Line 5
At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Began noun US /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.”

First noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Great noun US /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.”

Last noun US /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.”

Long noun US /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.”

Look noun US /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.”

Make noun US /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.”

Returned noun US /ˈreturned/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.”

Themselves pronoun US /ðemˈselvz/

used when the people doing the action are also its object

From this reading “Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.”

Through noun US /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.”

Whether conjunction US /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading “Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

begannounUS /began/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

bored

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

came

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

certainly

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

cheeks

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

Esther

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

excitement

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

eyes

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

father

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From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

felt

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

fire

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

firstnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

folded

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From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

full

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

gave

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

glowed

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

greatnounUS /great/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

knew

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

lastnounUS /last/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

letter

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

longnounUS /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

longer

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

looknounUS /look/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

looks

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

makenounUS /make/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

material

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

moral

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

most

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

pain

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

paper

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

pleasure

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

points

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

poring

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

power

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

pricks

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

qualities

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

rather

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

remembering

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From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

returnednounUS /ˈreturned/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

sat

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

sent

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

set

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

sharp

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

stay

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From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

steady

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

STRUGGLES

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From this reading _STRUGGLES_.

swallowed

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

taken

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From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

themselvespronounUS /ðemˈselvz/

used when the people doing the action are also its object

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

then

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

throughnounUS /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

too

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From this reading At last, remembering that she must not stay too long, she folded the letter up and returned to her father.

up

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From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

wave

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From this reading Pleasure came in a great wave at first; and then pricks of pain began to make themselves felt, as if the pleasure wave had been full of sharp points.

whetherconjunctionUS /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading Esther sat, swallowed up of excitement, poring over this letter, longer than she knew; whether it gave her most pain or pleasure she could not have told.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading Her cheeks glowed, her eyes sent looks, or rather one steady look, at the paper, which would certainly have bored it through or set it on fire if moral qualities had taken to themselves material power.