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Ailsa Paige: A Novel

Chapter IX · Chapter 9

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And now at last she knew what it was she feared.
For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.
She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.
But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.
A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.
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Ailsa Paige: A Novel

Chapter IX · Chapter 9

Chapter 9 of Ailsa Paige: A Novel is here in full — 345 sentences across 69 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/69 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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And now at last she knew what it was she feared.
/ənd naʊ æt læst ʃiː nuː wʌt ɪt wɑːz ʃiː fɪrd/
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For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.
/fɔːr ʃiː wɑːz bɪˈɡɪnɪŋ tuː ˌʌndərˈstænd ðæt ðɪs mæn wɑːz ˈʌtərli ənˈwɜːrði ˈʌtərli ˌɪnˈsensəbəl wɪˈθaʊt ˈkerɪktər wɪˈθaʊt wʌn ˌsɪmpəˈθetɪk treɪt ðæt əˈpiːld tuː ˈeniθɪŋ ɪn hɜːr ɪkˈsept hɜːr ˈsensɪz/
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She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.
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But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.
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A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.
/ə ˈlɪvɪŋ ˈfiːvər wɑːz ɑːn hɜːr naɪt ənd deɪ dɪˈsɔːrdərd ˈmɛm.ə.riz ʌv hɪm ˈhɔːntɪd hɜːr ˈweɪ.kɪŋ dɪˈfaɪd hɜːr ˈsliːpɪŋ ənd hɜːr ˈheɪtrəd fɔːr wʌt hiː hæd əˈweɪkənd ɪn hɜːr ɡruː æz hɜːr blaɪnd ˈtʃaɪldɪʃ ˈlɔːŋɪŋ tuː siː hɪm ɡruː ˈliːvɪŋ noʊ piːs fɔːr hɜːr/

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These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

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admitting verb US /ædˈmɪtɪŋ/

inflected form of “admit” — declare to be true or admit the existence or reality or truth of

From this reading “She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.”

bewildering verb US /bɪˈwɪldərɪŋ/

-ing form of “bewilder” — be a mystery or bewildering to

From this reading “But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.”

defied verb US /dɪˈfaɪd/

inflected form of “defy” — resist or confront with resistance

From this reading “A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.”

disordered adjective US /dɪˈsɔːrdərd/

thrown into a state of disarray or confusion

From this reading “A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.”

evoked adjective US /ɪˈvoʊkt/

called forth from a latent or potential state by stimulation

From this reading “But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.”

insensible adjective US /ˌɪnˈsensəbəl/

incapable of physical sensation

From this reading “For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.”

trait noun US /treɪt/

a distinguishing feature of your personal nature

From this reading “For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.”

unreasonable adjective US /ənˈriːznəbəl/

not reasonable; not showing good judgment

From this reading “But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

admittingverbUS /ædˈmɪtɪŋ/

inflected form of “admit” — declare to be true or admit the existence or reality or truth of

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

aloneadjectiveUS /əˈloʊn/

Having no one else present.

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

AndconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

anythingpronounUS /ˈeniθɪŋ/

any thing at all

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

appealedverbUS /əˈpiːld/

past form of “appeal” — take a court case to a higher court for review

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

awakenedadjectiveUS /əˈweɪkənd/

aroused or activated

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

beginningnounUS /bɪˈɡɪnɪŋ/

the event consisting of the start of something

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

believedverbUS /bɪˈliːvd/

past form of “believe” — accept as true; take to be true

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

bewilderingverbUS /bɪˈwɪldərɪŋ/

-ing form of “bewilder” — be a mystery or bewildering to

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

bitteradjectiveUS /ˈbɪtər/

marked by strong resentment or cynicism

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

blindnounUS /blaɪnd/

people who have severe visual impairments, considered as a group

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

bodynounUS /ˈbɑːdi/

the entire physical structure of an organism (an animal, plant, or human being)

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

characternounUS /ˈkerɪktər/

an imaginary person represented in a work of fiction (play or film or story)

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

childishadjectiveUS /ˈtʃaɪldɪʃ/

indicating a lack of maturity

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

confusedadjectiveUS /kənˈfjuːzd/

perplexed by many conflicting situations or statements; filled with bewilderment

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

daynounUS /deɪ/

time for Earth to make a complete rotation on its axis

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

defiedverbUS /dɪˈfaɪd/

inflected form of “defy” — resist or confront with resistance

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

demoralisationnoun

a state of disorder and confusion

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

disorderedadjectiveUS /dɪˈsɔːrdərd/

thrown into a state of disarray or confusion

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

evenadjectiveUS /ˈiːvɪn/

divisible by two

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

everadverbUS /ˈevər/

at any time

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

evokedadjectiveUS /ɪˈvoʊkt/

called forth from a latent or potential state by stimulation

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

exceptprepositionUS /ɪkˈsept/

apart from; not including

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

fearverbUS /fɪr/

be afraid or feel anxious or apprehensive about a possible or probable situation or event

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

fearedverbUS /fɪrd/

past form of “fear” — be afraid or feel anxious or apprehensive about a possible or probable situation or event

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

fellverbUS /fel/

cause to fall by or as if by delivering a blow

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

fevernounUS /ˈfiːvər/

a rise in the temperature of the body; frequently a symptom of infection

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

grewverbUS /ɡruː/

inflected form of “grow” — pass into a condition gradually, take on a specific property or attribute; become

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

hatrednounUS /ˈheɪtrəd/

the emotion of intense dislike; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

hauntedadjectiveUS /ˈhɔːntɪd/

having or showing excessive or compulsive concern with something

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

humiliationnounUS /hjuːˌmɪliˈeɪʃən/

state of disgrace or loss of self-respect

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

inclinationnounUS /ˌɪnkləˈneɪʃən/

an attitude of mind especially one that favors one alternative over others

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

insensibleadjectiveUS /ˌɪnˈsensəbəl/

incapable of physical sensation

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

knewverbUS /nuː/

inflected form of “know” — be cognizant or aware of a fact or a specific piece of information; possess knowledge or information about

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

knowingadjectiveUS /ˈnoʊɪŋ/

evidencing the possession of inside information

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

lastadjectiveUS /læst/

immediately past

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

leavingnounUS /ˈliːvɪŋ/

the act of departing

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

lightadjectiveUS /laɪt/

of comparatively little physical weight or density

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

livingnounUS /ˈlɪvɪŋ/

the experience of being alive; the course of human events and activities

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

longingnounUS /ˈlɔːŋɪŋ/

prolonged unfulfilled desire or need

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

lyingnounUS /ˈlaɪɪŋ/

the deliberate act of deviating from the truth

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

mannounUS /mæn/

an adult person who is male (as opposed to a woman)

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

memoriesnounUS /ˈmɛm.ə.riz/

Recollections of past events.

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

mindnounUS /maɪnd/

The element of a person that enables awareness and thought.

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

newadjectiveUS /nuː/

not of long duration; having just (or relatively recently) come into being or been made or acquired or discovered

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

nightnounUS /naɪt/

the time after sunset and before sunrise while it is dark outside

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

nowadverbUS /naʊ/

in the historical present; at this point in the narration of a series of past events

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

passionnounUS /ˈpæʃən/

a strong feeling or emotion

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

peacenounUS /piːs/

the state prevailing during the absence of war

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

roomnounUS /ruːm/

an area within a building enclosed by walls and floor and ceiling

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

seeverbUS /siː/

perceive by sight or have the power to perceive by sight

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

seemedverbUS /siːmd/

past form of “seem” — give a certain impression or have a certain outward aspect

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

self-contempt

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From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

self-knowledgenoun

an understanding of yourself and your goals and abilities

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

sensesnounUS /ˈsensɪz/

plural of “sens” — street names for marijuana

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

shamenounUS /ʃeɪm/

a painful emotion resulting from an awareness of inadequacy or guilt

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

sickadjectiveUS /sɪk/

affected by an impairment of normal physical or mental function

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

sleepingnounUS /ˈsliːpɪŋ/

the state of being asleep

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

spiritualadjectiveUS /ˈspɪrɪtʃuːəl/

concerned with sacred matters or religion or the church

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

sympatheticadjectiveUS /ˌsɪmpəˈθetɪk/

of or relating to the sympathetic nervous system

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

terribleadjectiveUS /ˈterəbəl/

causing fear or dread or terror

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

terrifiedadjectiveUS /ˈterəfaɪd/

thrown into a state of intense fear or desperation

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

thereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

thingnounUS /θɪŋ/

a special situation

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

traitnounUS /treɪt/

a distinguishing feature of your personal nature

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

trueadjectiveUS /truː/

consistent with fact or reality; not false

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

understandverbUS /ˌʌndərˈstænd/

know and comprehend the nature or meaning of

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

understoodadjectiveUS /ˌʌndərˈstʊd/

fully apprehended as to purport or meaning or explanation

From this reading She understood it now, lying there alone in her room, knowing it to be true, admitting it in all the bitter humiliation of self-contempt.

unreasonableadjectiveUS /ənˈriːznəbəl/

not reasonable; not showing good judgment

From this reading But even in the light of this new self-knowledge her inclination for him seemed a thing so unreasonable, so terrible, that, confused and terrified by the fear of spiritual demoralisation, she believed that this bewildering passion was all that he had ever evoked in her, and fell sick in mind and body for the shame of it.

unworthyadjectiveUS /ənˈwɜːrði/

lacking in value or merit

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

utterlyadverbUS /ˈʌtərli/

completely and without qualification; used informally as intensifiers

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

wakingadjectiveUS /ˈweɪ.kɪŋ/

Risen from sleep; conscious.

From this reading A living fever was on her night and day; disordered memories of him haunted her, waking; defied her, sleeping; and her hatred for what he had awakened in her grew as her blind, childish longing to see him grew, leaving no peace for her.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading And now at last she knew what it was she feared.

withoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading For she was beginning to understand that this man was utterly unworthy, utterly insensible, without character, without one sympathetic trait that appealed to anything in her except her senses.

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