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Chapter IV · Chapter 4

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IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.
1841-1848.
In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.
I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.
There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.
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An Autobiography of Anthony Trollope

Chapter IV · Chapter 4

Chapter 4 of An Autobiography of Anthony Trollope is here in full — 255 sentences across 51 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.
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1841-1848.
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In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.
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I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.
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There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

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absurdities noun US /əbˈsɜːrdətiz/

plural of “absurdity” — a message whose content is at variance with reason

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

cursed adjective US /kɜːrst/

deserving a curse; sometimes used as an intensifier

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

inward adjective US /ˈɪnwərd/

relating to or existing in the mind or thoughts

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

ireland noun US /ˈaɪərlənd/

a republic consisting of 26 of 32 counties comprising the island of Ireland; achieved independence from the United Kingdom in 1921

From this reading “IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.”

mode noun US /moʊd/

how something is done or how it happens

From this reading “I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.”

novels noun US /ˈnɑːvəlz/

plural of “novel” — an extended fictional work in prose; usually in the form of a story

From this reading “IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.”

preceding adjective US /priˈsiːdɪŋ/

existing or coming before

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

remorse noun US /rɪˈmɔːrs/

a feeling of deep regret (usually for some misdeed)

From this reading “In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.”

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1841

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From this reading 1841-1848.

1848

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From this reading 1841-1848.

adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

absurditiesnounUS /əbˈsɜːrdətiz/

plural of “absurdity” — a message whose content is at variance with reason

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

almostadverbUS /ˈɔːlmoʊst/

(of actions or states) slightly short of or not quite accomplished; all but

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

alwaysadverbUS /ˈɔːlweɪz/

at all times; all the time and on every occasion

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling shame or guilt or embarrassment or remorse

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

bornadjectiveUS /bɔːrn/

brought into existence

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

clungverbUS /klʌŋ/

inflected form of “cling” — come or be in close contact with; stick or hold together and resist separation

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

connectedadjectiveUS /kəˈnektɪd/

being joined in close association

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

creaturenounUS /ˈkriːtʃər/

a living organism characterized by voluntary movement

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

cursedadjectiveUS /kɜːrst/

deserving a curse; sometimes used as an intensifier

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

disgraceverbUS /dɪsˈɡreɪs/

bring shame or dishonor upon

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

encumbrancenoun

an onerous or difficult concern

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

evilnounUS /ˈiːvəl/

morally objectionable behavior

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

fearverbUS /fɪr/

be afraid or feel anxious or apprehensive about a possible or probable situation or event

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

feelingnounUS /ˈfiːlɪŋ/

the experiencing of affective and emotional states

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

FIRSTadjectiveUS /fɜːrst/

preceding all others in time or space or degree

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

givenadjectiveUS /ˈɡɪvən/

acknowledged as a supposition

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

hournounUS /ˈaʊər/

a period of time equal to 1/24th of a day

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

ideanounUS /aɪˈdiːə/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

InprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

inwardadjectiveUS /ˈɪnwərd/

relating to or existing in the mind or thoughts

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

IRELANDnounUS /ˈaɪərlənd/

a republic consisting of 26 of 32 counties comprising the island of Ireland; achieved independence from the United Kingdom in 1921

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

leftnounUS /left/

location near or direction toward the left side; i.e. the side to the north when a person or object faces east

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

lookedverbUS /lʊkt/

past form of “look” — perceive with attention; direct one's gaze towards

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

modenounUS /moʊd/

how something is done or how it happens

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

MYdeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

NOVELSnounUS /ˈnɑːvəlz/

plural of “novel” — an extended fictional work in prose; usually in the form of a story

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

oftenadverbUS /ˈɔːfən/

many times at short intervals

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

pagesnounUS /ˈpeɪdʒəz/

plural of “page” — one side of one leaf (of a book or magazine or newspaper or letter etc.) or the written or pictorial matter it contains

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

precedingadjectiveUS /priˈsiːdɪŋ/

existing or coming before

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

recordnounUS /rəˈkɔːrd/

anything (such as a document or a phonograph record or a photograph) providing permanent evidence of or information about past events

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

remorsenounUS /rɪˈmɔːrs/

a feeling of deep regret (usually for some misdeed)

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

shortadjectiveUS /ʃɔːrt/

primarily temporal sense; indicating or being or seeming to be limited in duration

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

simplyadverbUS /ˈsɪmpli/

and nothing more

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

sometimesadverbUS /səmˈtaɪmz/

on certain occasions or in certain cases but not always

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

sufferingnounUS /ˈsʌfərɪŋ/

a state of acute pain

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

tellingadjectiveUS /ˈtelɪŋ/

disclosing unintentionally something concealed

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

ThereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

thingnounUS /θɪŋ/

a special situation

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

thosedeterminerUS /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

truthnounUS /truːθ/

a fact that has been verified

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

twenty-sixadjective

being six more than twenty

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

TWOnounUS /tuː/

the cardinal number that is the sum of one and one or a numeral representing this number

From this reading IRELAND--MY FIRST TWO NOVELS.

untoprepositionUS /ˈʌntuː/

an old word for “to”

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

uselessadjectiveUS /ˈjuːsləs/

having no beneficial use or incapable of functioning usefully

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

whompronounUS /huːm/

the form of “who” used as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading There had clung to me a feeling that I had been looked upon always as an evil, an encumbrance, a useless thing,--as a creature of whom those connected with him had to be ashamed.

wretchedadjectiveUS /ˈretʃɪd/

of very poor quality or condition

From this reading I fear that my mode of telling will have left an idea simply of their absurdities; but in truth I was wretched,--sometimes almost unto death, and have often cursed the hour in which I was born.

yearsnounUS /jɪrz/

a late time of life

From this reading In the preceding pages I have given a short record of the first twenty-six years of my life,--years of suffering, disgrace, and inward remorse.

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