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Before Adam
Before Adam

Chapter II

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I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.
Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.
As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.
This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!
I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.
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Archivist
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Before Adam

Chapter II

Reading 1/19 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.
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Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.
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As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.
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This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!
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I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Being auxiliary verb US /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading “I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.”

Between preposition US /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading “I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Every determiner US /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading “This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!”

Feeling noun US /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!”

Little noun US /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Point noun US /pɔɪnt/

the main matter or purpose being discussed

From this reading “I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.”

Saved noun US /saved/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

AsconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

aware

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

became

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

betweenprepositionUS /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

child

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

contact

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

disassociated

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

dreaming

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

dreams

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From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

early

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

evidence

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

fact

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

feelingnounUS /ˈfeeling/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

felt

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

find

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

haunting

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

horror

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

human

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From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

iterate

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

kind

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

lack

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

littlenounUS /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

man

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

merging

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

midst

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

more

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

night

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From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

obsessed

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From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

OfprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

only

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

own

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

parts

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

personalities

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

poignantly

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

pointnounUS /pɔɪnt/

the main matter or purpose being discussed

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

said

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

savednounUS /saved/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

saw

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From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

surrounded

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From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

terrors

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading As a very little child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!

two

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From this reading I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me.

very

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From this reading Of this fact I became aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind.

years

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From this reading This thought obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that one human and be saved!