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Beyond the Black Waters
Beyond the Black Waters

Chapter XIII

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THE EXPEDITION.
When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.
“I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.
If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?
Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?
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Beyond the Black Waters

Chapter XIII

Reading 1/18 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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THE EXPEDITION.
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When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.
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“I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.
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If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?
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Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading ““I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.”

Duty noun US /ˈduːti/

a responsibility that must be carried out

From this reading “If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?”

Has auxiliary verb US /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading “If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading ““I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading ““I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.”

Shall modal verb US /ʃæl/

used with I and we for the future, or to offer and suggest

From this reading “If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?”

Short adjective US /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading “When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.”

Though conjunction US /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading “Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

abasement

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

accept

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

adding

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

affection

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

all-absorbing

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

burden

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

demands

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

dutynounUS /ˈduːti/

a responsibility that must be carried out

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

ended

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

EXPEDITION

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From this reading THE EXPEDITION.

gives

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

gloom

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

gratefully

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

happiness

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

heard

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

honour

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

idolatrous

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

indeed

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

instead

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

Io

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

Lawrence's

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

lighten

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

love

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

made

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

meditated

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

Mr

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

Oscar's

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

painful

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

pride

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

regards

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

sacrifice

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

said

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

self-reproach

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

selfishness

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From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

shallmodal verbUS /ʃæl/

used with I and we for the future, or to offer and suggest

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

shortadjectiveUS /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

show

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

sullen

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

THEdeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading THE EXPEDITION.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

troubles

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

trying

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From this reading “I have been adding to my Oscar’s troubles,” she said to herself, “instead of trying to lighten his burden.

vain

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From this reading If he has indeed made a painful sacrifice to honour and duty, shall I, by my pride and sullen gloom, show him that as regards my happiness it has been made in vain?

visit

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From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

WhenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Shall I not gratefully accept the affection which he gives me, though it be not the all-absorbing, idolatrous love which my selfishness, my pride demands?

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading When Mr. Lawrence’s short visit was ended, Io meditated over what she had heard with self-reproach and abasement.