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Bleak House

Chapter XXVI

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Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.
I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.
Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.
At no time did I dare to utter her name.
I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Bleak House

Chapter XXVI

Reading 1/104 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.
Line 2
I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.
Line 3
Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.
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At no time did I dare to utter her name.
Line 5
I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.”

Creature noun US /ˈcreature/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.”

Dead noun US /dead/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.”

First noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.”

Hear noun US /hear/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.”

Little noun US /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.”

Name noun US /name/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “At no time did I dare to utter her name.”

Passed noun US /passed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.”

Secret noun US /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading “Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “At no time did I dare to utter her name.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

always

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

approach

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

AtprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

communicate

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

conquer

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

consider

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

creaturenounUS /ˈcreature/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

danger

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

dare

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From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

deadnounUS /dead/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

equalled

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

Esther's

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.

evermore

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

existence

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

fears

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

felt

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From this reading I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.

firstnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

hearnounUS /hear/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

how

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading I felt as if I did not even dare to hear it.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

increasing

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

knew

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

Knowing

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

littlenounUS /little/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

living

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

matters

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

mere

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

mother

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

much

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

namenounUS /name/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

Narrative

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

now

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From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

only

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

passednounUS /passed/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

peril

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

secretnounUS /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

seized

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

sense

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

terror

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

unforeseen

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

utter

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From this reading At no time did I dare to utter her name.

venture

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

way

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From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading Knowing that my mere existence as a living creature was an unforeseen danger in her way, I could not always conquer that terror of myself which had seized me when I first knew the secret.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading Esther’s Narrative It matters little now how much I thought of my living mother who had told me evermore to consider her dead.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.

writing

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From this reading I could not venture to approach her or to communicate with her in writing, for my sense of the peril in which her life was passed was only to be equalled by my fears of increasing it.