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Calvary: A Novel
Calvary: A Novel

Chapter V

Chapter 5 of Calvary: A Novel is here in full — 369 sentences across 74 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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I wish I did not have to continue this story.
I wish I could stop here....
Ah, how I wish I could do that!
At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....
And I sue for mercy from myself....
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Calvary: A Novel

Chapter V

Chapter 5 of Calvary: A Novel is here in full — 369 sentences across 74 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/73 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
I wish I did not have to continue this story.
/aɪ wɪʃ aɪ dɪd nɑːt hæv tuː kənˈtɪnjuː ðɪs ˈstɔːri/
Line 2
I wish I could stop here....
/aɪ wɪʃ aɪ kʊd stɑːp hiːr/
Line 3
Ah, how I wish I could do that!
Line 4
At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....
Line 5
And I sue for mercy from myself....
/ənd aɪ suː fɔːr ˈmɜːrsi frʌm ˌmaɪˈself/

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

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blush verb US /blʌʃ/

turn red, as if in embarrassment or shame

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

continue verb US /kənˈtɪnjuː/

continue a certain state, condition, or activity

From this reading “I wish I did not have to continue this story.”

cowardice noun US /ˈkaʊərdəs/

the trait of lacking courage

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

disclose verb US /dɪˈskloʊz/

make known to the public information that was previously known only to a few people or that was meant to be kept a secret

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

fails verb US /feɪlz/

third-person singular of “fail” — fail to do something; leave something undone

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

ignominy noun US /ˈɪɡnoʊmɪni/

a state of dishonor

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

seizes verb US /ˈsiːzɪz/

third-person singular of “seize” — take hold of; grab

From this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

sue verb US /suː/

institute legal proceedings against; file a suit against

From this reading “And I sue for mercy from myself....”

Word partnerships in these lines

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stop here verb + particle

In this reading “I wish I could stop here....”

for mercy preposition + noun

In this reading “And I sue for mercy from myself....”

for shame preposition + noun

In this reading “At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

agitates

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

Ah

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Ah, how I wish I could do that!

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

AtprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

blushverbUS /blʌʃ/

turn red, as if in embarrassment or shame

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

continueverbUS /kənˈtɪnjuː/

continue a certain state, condition, or activity

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading I wish I could stop here....

couragenounUS /ˈkɜːrədʒ/

a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

cowardicenounUS /ˈkaʊərdəs/

the trait of lacking courage

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

discloseverbUS /dɪˈskloʊz/

make known to the public information that was previously known only to a few people or that was meant to be kept a secret

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading Ah, how I wish I could do that!

failsverbUS /feɪlz/

third-person singular of “fail” — fail to do something; leave something undone

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

feelingnounUS /ˈfiːlɪŋ/

the experiencing of affective and emotional states

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading And I sue for mercy from myself....

handnounUS /hænd/

the (prehensile) extremity of the superior limb

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

hereadverbUS /hiːr/

in or at this place; where the speaker or writer is

From this reading I wish I could stop here....

how

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Ah, how I wish I could do that!

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

ignominynounUS /ˈɪɡnoʊmɪni/

a state of dishonor

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

instantlyadverbUS /ˈɪnstəntli/

without delay or hesitation; with no time intervening

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

mercynounUS /ˈmɜːrsi/

leniency and compassion shown toward offenders by a person or agency charged with administering justice

From this reading And I sue for mercy from myself....

muchadverbUS /mʌtʃ/

to a great degree or extent

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading And I sue for mercy from myself....

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

pennounUS /pen/

a writing implement with a point from which ink flows

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

seizesverbUS /ˈsiːzɪz/

third-person singular of “seize” — take hold of; grab

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

shamenounUS /ʃeɪm/

a painful emotion resulting from an awareness of inadequacy or guilt

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

stopverbUS /stɑːp/

come to a halt, stop moving

From this reading I wish I could stop here....

storynounUS /ˈstɔːri/

a message that tells the particulars of an act or occurrence or course of events; presented in writing or drama or cinema or as a radio or television program

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

sueverbUS /suː/

institute legal proceedings against; file a suit against

From this reading And I sue for mercy from myself....

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Ah, how I wish I could do that!

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading At the thought that I am about to disclose so much ignominy, my courage fails me, I blush for shame, a feeling of cowardice instantly seizes me and agitates the pen in my hand....

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

wishverbUS /wɪʃ/

hope for; have a wish

From this reading I wish I did not have to continue this story.

Chapter 5 of Calvary: A Novel by Octave Mirbeau holds 369 sentences, grouped into 74 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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