filled with fear or apprehension
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
AfterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/
later than; following
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound
From this reading And he undertook Marcella as an interest in life.
used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
AndrewnounUS /ˈændruː/
(New Testament) disciple of Jesus; brother of Peter; patron saint of Scotland
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
at the same time that; because; in the way that
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
baizenounUS /beɪz/
a bright green fabric napped to resemble felt; used to cover gaming tables
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
barrelnounUS /ˈbærəl/
a tube through which a bullet travels when a gun is fired
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/
the past participle of “be”
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
behindprepositionUS /bɪˈhaɪnd/
at or toward the back of something
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
showing who or what does the action
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
colderadjectiveUS /ˈkoʊldər/
comparative of “cold” — having a low or inadequate temperature or feeling a sensation of coldness or having been made cold by e.g. ice or refrigeration
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
conceivedverbUS /kənˈsiːvd/
past form of “conceive” — have the idea for
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
constitutionaladjectiveUS /ˌkɑːnstəˈtuːʃənəl/
of benefit to or intended to benefit your physical makeup
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
the event of dying or departure from life
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
delicacynounUS /ˈdeləkəsi/
the quality of being beautiful and delicate in appearance
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
dennounUS /den/
the habitation of wild animals
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
depressionnounUS /dɪˈpreʃən/
a mental state characterized by a pessimistic sense of inadequacy and a despondent lack of activity
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
DivorcedadjectiveUS /dɪˈvɔːrst/
of someone whose marriage has been legally dissolved
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
a swinging or sliding barrier that will close the entrance to a room or building or vehicle
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
come upon, as if by accident; meet with
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
FitsnounUS /fɪts/
plural of “fit” — a display of bad temper
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
frailadjectiveUS /freɪl/
physically weak
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
frailtynounUS /ˈfreɪlti/
the state of being weak in health or body (especially from old age)
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
showing where something starts, or who sent it
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
gloweringadjectiveUS /ˈɡlaʊərɪŋ/
showing a brooding ill humor
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
green color or pigment; resembling the color of growing grass
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/
the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
hardenedadjectiveUS /ˈhɑːrdənd/
used of persons; emotionally hardened
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
harderadverbUS /ˈhɑːrdər/
comparative of “hard” — with effort or force or vigor
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/
used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
illnessnounUS /ˈɪlnəs/
impairment of normal physiological function affecting part or all of an organism
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
inside something, or within a place, period, or state
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
inheritedadjectiveUS /ˌɪnˈherətɪd/
occurring among members of a family usually by heredity
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a sense of concern with and curiosity about someone or something
From this reading And he undertook Marcella as an interest in life.
Lashcairn
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From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
a characteristic state or mode of living
From this reading And he undertook Marcella as an interest in life.
the act that results in something coming to be
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
Marcella
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From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a woman who has given birth to a child (also used as a term of address to your mother)
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
mother'snounUS /ˈmʌðərz/
possessive form of “mother” — a woman who has given birth to a child (also used as a term of address to your mother)
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
not ever; at no time in the past or future
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
have ownership or possession of
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
by chance
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
persuadeverbUS /pərˈsweɪd/
win approval or support for
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a point located with respect to surface features of some region
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
pursuancenoun
a search for an alternative that meets cognitive criteria
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a feeling of intense anger
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
on the contrary
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
past form of “seem” — give a certain impression or have a certain outward aspect
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
self-deceptionnounUS /ˌselfdəˈsepʃən/
a misconception that is favorable to the person who holds it
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
a thing, without saying which
From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
past form of “stay” — stay the same; remain in a certain state
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
having strength or power greater than average or expected
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
suggestverbUS /səˈdʒest/
make a proposal, declare a plan for something
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
used to introduce the second part of a comparison
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
in or at that place or location
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
in spite of the fact that
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
inflected form of “take” — carry out
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
traumaticadjectiveUS /trɔːˈmætɪk/
of or relating to a physical injury or wound to the body
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
tested and proved useful or correct
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
undertookverbUS /ˌʌndərˈtʊk/
inflected form of “undertake” — enter upon an activity or enterprise
From this reading And he undertook Marcella as an interest in life.
wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/
the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
inflected form of “go” — change location; move, travel, or proceed, also metaphorically
From this reading Fits of glowering depression took the place of rage, and he never went behind the green baize door, though the barrel stayed there.
wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/
the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.
wife'snounUS /waɪfs/
possessive form of “wife” — a married woman; a man's partner in marriage
From this reading After his wife's death Andrew Lashcairn was harder, colder.
will-power
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From this reading Divorced from his den and his barrel by his own will-power he had to find something to do.
used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past
From this reading He seemed to have conceived the idea of making Marcella strong; perhaps he was afraid that she would be frail as her mother had been; perhaps he tried to persuade himself that her mother's illness and death were constitutional frailty rather than traumatic, and in pursuance of this self-deception he tried to suggest that Marcella had inherited her delicacy and must be hardened.