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Claude's Confession

Chapter XVII

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CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.
I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.
One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.
I suffer and weep.
Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.
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Claude's Confession

Chapter XVII

Chapter 17 of Claude's Confession is here in full — 92 sentences across 19 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/18 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.
Line 2
I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.
/aɪ hæd riˈzɑːlvd tuː haɪd maɪ mɪˈsfɔːrtʃən frʌm ˌmaɪˈself tuː siːm ˈɪɡnərənt ʌv maɪ waʊnd ˈhoʊpɪŋ tuː fərˈɡet/
Line 3
One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.
/wʌn səmˈtaɪmz kɪlz deθ ɪn ɪts dʒɜːrm wen wʌn bɪˈliːvz ɪn laɪf/
Line 4
I suffer and weep.
/aɪ ˈsʌfər ənd wiːp/
Line 5
Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.
/wɪˈθaʊt daʊt baɪ ˈsɜːrtʃɪŋ wɪˈðɪn ˌmaɪˈself aɪ wɪl faɪnd ə ləˈmentəbəl ˈsɜːrtənti bʌt aɪ prəˈfɜːr tuː noʊ ˈevriθɪŋ tuː ˈlɪvɪŋ ðʌs əˈfektɪŋ ə ˈkerləsnəs wɪtʃ kɑːsts miː sʌtʃ ɡreɪt ˈefərt/

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These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, and audio.

affecting adjective US /əˈfektɪŋ/

arousing affect

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

believes verb US /bɪˈliːvz/

third-person singular of “believe” — accept as true; take to be true

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

carelessness noun US /ˈkerləsnəs/

the quality of not being careful or taking pains

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

certainty noun US /ˈsɜːrtənti/

the state of being certain

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

costs noun US /kɑːsts/

pecuniary reimbursement to the winning party for the expenses of litigation

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

germ noun US /dʒɜːrm/

anything that provides inspiration for later work

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

kills noun US /kɪlz/

plural of “kill” — the act of terminating a life

From this reading “One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.”

lamentable adjective US /ləˈmentəbəl/

bad; unfortunate

From this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Word partnerships in these lines

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great effort adjective + noun

In this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

Without doubt preposition + noun

admittedly

In this reading “Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.”

All words in this reading · 57

Every word in these five lines is listed here, and every one of them can be played on its own.

Dictionary details are shown only when verified; these are not licensed Oxford entries.

adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

affectingadjectiveUS /əˈfektɪŋ/

arousing affect

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I suffer and weep.

believesverbUS /bɪˈliːvz/

third-person singular of “believe” — accept as true; take to be true

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

cannot

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

carelessnessnounUS /ˈkerləsnəs/

the quality of not being careful or taking pains

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

certaintynounUS /ˈsɜːrtənti/

the state of being certain

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

CLAUDE'S

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

costsnounUS /kɑːsts/

pecuniary reimbursement to the winning party for the expenses of litigation

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

doubtnounUS /daʊt/

the state of being unsure of something

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

effortnounUS /ˈefərt/

earnest and conscientious activity intended to do or accomplish something

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

everythingpronounUS /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

findverbUS /faɪnd/

come upon, as if by accident; meet with

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

forgetverbUS /fərˈɡet/

dismiss from the mind; stop remembering

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

germnounUS /dʒɜːrm/

anything that provides inspiration for later work

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

greatadjectiveUS /ɡreɪt/

relatively large in size or number or extent; larger than others of its kind

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

hideverbUS /haɪd/

prevent from being seen or discovered

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

hopingverbUS /ˈhoʊpɪŋ/

-ing form of “hope” — expect and wish

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

ignorantadjectiveUS /ˈɪɡnərənt/

uneducated in general; lacking knowledge or sophistication

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

itsdeterminerUS /ɪts/

belonging to the thing or animal already mentioned

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

killsnounUS /kɪlz/

plural of “kill” — the act of terminating a life

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

knowverbUS /noʊ/

be cognizant or aware of a fact or a specific piece of information; possess knowledge or information about

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

lamentableadjectiveUS /ləˈmentəbəl/

bad; unfortunate

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

lieverbUS /laɪ/

be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

livingnounUS /ˈlɪvɪŋ/

the experience of being alive; the course of human events and activities

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

LOVEnounUS /lʌv/

a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

misfortunenounUS /mɪˈsfɔːrtʃən/

unnecessary and unforeseen trouble resulting from an unfortunate event

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

OnepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

preferverbUS /prəˈfɜːr/

like better; value more highly

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

resolvedadjectiveUS /riˈzɑːlvd/

determined

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

searchingadjectiveUS /ˈsɜːrtʃɪŋ/

diligent and thorough in inquiry or investigation

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

seemverbUS /siːm/

give a certain impression or have a certain outward aspect

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

sometimesadverbUS /səmˈtaɪmz/

on certain occasions or in certain cases but not always

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

stopverbUS /stɑːp/

come to a halt, stop moving

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

suchdeterminerUS /sʌtʃ/

of the kind already mentioned

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

sufferverbUS /ˈsʌfər/

undergo or be subjected to

From this reading I suffer and weep.

thusadverbUS /ðʌs/

(used to introduce a logical conclusion) from that fact or reason or as a result

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading CLAUDE'S LOVE I cannot stop, I cannot lie to myself.

weepverbUS /wiːp/

shed tears because of sadness, rage, or pain

From this reading I suffer and weep.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading One sometimes kills death in its germ when one believes in life.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

withinprepositionUS /wɪˈðɪn/

inside; before a period of time has passed

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

WithoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading Without doubt, by searching within myself I will find a lamentable certainty, but I prefer to know everything to living thus, affecting a carelessness which costs me such great effort.

woundnounUS /waʊnd/

an injury to living tissue (especially an injury involving a cut or break in the skin)

From this reading I had resolved to hide my misfortune from myself, to seem ignorant of my wound, hoping to forget.

Chapter 17 of Claude's Confession by Émile Zola holds 92 sentences, grouped into 19 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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Claude's
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Confession
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Author
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