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Chapter XL · Chapter 40

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REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.
It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.
My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.
Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.
But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.
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Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Confession

Chapter XL · Chapter 40

Chapter 40 of Confession is here in full — 262 sentences across 53 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.
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It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.
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My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.
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Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.
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But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.
/bʌt wɪð ðə səbˈsaɪdɪŋ ʌv maɪ ɪˈmoʊʃənz ˈʌndər ðə stɜːrn ˈfiːlɪŋ ʌv riˈzɑːlv wɪtʃ keɪm tuː maɪ rɪˈliːf ənd wɪtʃ maɪ kɔːrs ʌv ˌedʒəˈkeɪʃən eˈneɪbəld miː tuː meɪnˈteɪn maɪ pərˈsweɪʒənz ʌv hɜːr ɡɪlt wɜːr rɪˈzuːmd ənd aɪ ˈnætʃərəli riˈkɜːrd tuː ðə kənˈkluːʒənz wɪtʃ hæd ərˈɪdʒənəli ˈdʒʌstəfaɪd miː tuː ˌmaɪˈself ɪn ˌɪnˈflɪktɪŋ ðə ˈɑːfəl ˈpʌnɪʃmənt ʌv deθ əˈpɑːn hɜːr/

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agonies noun US /ˈæɡəniz/

plural of “agony” — intense feelings of suffering; acute mental or physical pain

From this reading “It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.”

blight noun US /blaɪt/

a state or condition being blighted

From this reading “Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.”

conflicting adjective US /kənˈflɪktɪŋ/

in disagreement

From this reading “My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.”

destitution noun US /ˈdestətuːʃən/

a state without friends or money or prospects

From this reading “It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.”

inflicting verb US /ˌɪnˈflɪktɪŋ/

-ing form of “inflict” — impose something unpleasant

From this reading “But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.”

persuasions noun US /pərˈsweɪʒənz/

plural of “persuasion” — the act of persuading (or attempting to persuade); communication intended to induce belief or action

From this reading “But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.”

recurred verb US /riˈkɜːrd/

inflected form of “recur” — happen or occur again

From this reading “But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.”

subsiding noun US /səbˈsaɪdɪŋ/

a gradual sinking to a lower level

From this reading “But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.”

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absorbingadjectiveUS /əbˈzɔːrbɪŋ/

capable of arousing and holding the attention

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

agoniesnounUS /ˈæɡəniz/

plural of “agony” — intense feelings of suffering; acute mental or physical pain

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

amidstprepositionUS /əˈmɪdst/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

aroseverbUS /ərˈoʊz/

inflected form of “arise” — come into existence; take on form or shape

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

awfuladjectiveUS /ˈɑːfəl/

exceptionally bad or displeasing

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

beautifuladjectiveUS /ˈbjuːtəfəl/

delighting the senses or exciting intellectual or emotional admiration

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

beforeprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

beholdingnounUS /bɪˈhoʊldɪŋ/

perception by means of the eyes

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

betteradjectiveUS /ˈbetər/

(comparative of “good”) superior to another (of the same class or set or kind) in excellence or quality or desirability or suitability; more highly skilled than another

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

bitternessnounUS /ˈbɪtərnəs/

a feeling of deep and bitter anger and ill-will

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

blightnounUS /blaɪt/

a state or condition being blighted

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

bosomnounUS /ˈbʊzəm/

the chest considered as the place where secret thoughts are kept

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

cameverbUS /keɪm/

inflected form of “come” — move toward, travel toward something or somebody or approach something or somebody

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

ceaseverbUS /siːs/

put an end to a state or an activity

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

Clifford

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From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

conclusionsnounUS /kənˈkluːʒənz/

plural of “conclusion” — a position or opinion or judgment reached after consideration

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

conflictingadjectiveUS /kənˈflɪktɪŋ/

in disagreement

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

coursenounUS /kɔːrs/

education imparted in a series of lessons or meetings

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

crueladjectiveUS /ˈkruːəl/

(of persons or their actions) able or disposed to inflict pain or suffering

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

cutverbUS /kʌt/

separate with or as if with an instrument

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

defeatnounUS /dɪˈfiːt/

an unsuccessful ending to a struggle or contest

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

despairnounUS /dɪˈsper/

a state in which all hope is lost or absent

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

destitutionnounUS /ˈdestətuːʃən/

a state without friends or money or prospects

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

disappointedadjectiveUS /ˌdɪsəˈpɔɪntɪd/

disappointingly unsuccessful

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

doomverbUS /duːm/

decree or designate beforehand

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

doubtsnounUS /daʊts/

plural of “doubt” — the state of being unsure of something

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

driedadjectiveUS /draɪd/

not still wet

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

educationnounUS /ˌedʒəˈkeɪʃən/

the activities of educating or instructing; activities that impart knowledge or skill

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

emotionsnounUS /ɪˈmoʊʃənz/

plural of “emotion” — any strong feeling

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

enabledverbUS /eˈneɪbəld/

past form of “enable” — render capable or able for some task

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

enjoymentnounUS /ˌenˈdʒɔɪmənt/

the pleasure felt when having a good time

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

everadverbUS /ˈevər/

at any time

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

ExcitedadjectiveUS /ɪkˈsaɪtəd/

(of persons) excessively affected by emotion

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

feelingnounUS /ˈfiːlɪŋ/

the experiencing of affective and emotional states

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

feelingsnounUS /ˈfiːlɪŋz/

emotional or moral sensitivity (especially in relation to personal principles or dignity)

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

feltverbUS /felt/

mat together and make felt-like

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

fewadjectiveUS /fjuː/

a quantifier that can be used with count nouns and is often preceded by “a”; a small but indefinite number

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

forcenounUS /fɔːrs/

a powerful effect or influence

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

formnounUS /fɔːrm/

the phonological or orthographic sound or appearance of a word that can be used to describe or identify something

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

fortunenounUS /ˈfɔːrtʃən/

an unknown and unpredictable phenomenon that causes an event to result one way rather than another

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

gotverbUS /ɡɑːt/

inflected form of “get” — come into the possession of something concrete or abstract

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

guiltnounUS /ɡɪlt/

the state of having committed an offense

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

hopenounUS /hoʊp/

a specific instance of feeling hopeful

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

hopesnounUS /hoʊps/

plural of “hope” — a specific instance of feeling hopeful

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

hushedadjectiveUS /hʌʃt/

in a softened tone

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

inflictingverbUS /ˌɪnˈflɪktɪŋ/

-ing form of “inflict” — impose something unpleasant

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

JULIA

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From this reading REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.

justifiedadjectiveUS /ˈdʒʌstəfaɪd/

having words so spaced that lines have straight even margins

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

justnessnoun

conformity with some esthetic standard of correctness or propriety

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

LETTERnounUS /ˈletər/

a written message addressed to a person or organization

From this reading REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

longadjectiveUS /lɔːŋ/

primarily temporal sense; being or indicating a relatively great or greater than average duration or passage of time or a duration as specified

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

lovenounUS /lʌv/

a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

lovedadjectiveUS /lʌvd/

held dear

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

maintainverbUS /meɪnˈteɪn/

cause to continue in a certain state, position, or activity; e.g., “keep clean”

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

melancholynounUS /ˈmelənkɑːli/

a feeling of thoughtful sadness

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

minepronounUS /maɪn/

the one or ones belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

mortifiedadjectiveUS /ˈmɔːrtəfaɪd/

suffering from tissue death

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

musicaladjectiveUS /ˈmjuːzɪkəl/

characterized by or capable of producing music

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

naturallyadverbUS /ˈnætʃərəli/

as might be expected

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

OFprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.

offadverbUS /ɔːf/

from a particular thing or place or position (“forth” is obsolete)

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

onceadverbUS /wʌns/

on one occasion

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

oppressiveadjectiveUS /əˈpresɪv/

weighing heavily on the senses or spirit

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

originallyadverbUS /ərˈɪdʒənəli/

in an original manner

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

overpoweredverbUS /ˌoʊvərˈpaʊərd/

past form of “overpower” — overcome by superior force

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

passionnounUS /ˈpæʃən/

a strong feeling or emotion

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

persuasionsnounUS /pərˈsweɪʒənz/

plural of “persuasion” — the act of persuading (or attempting to persuade); communication intended to induce belief or action

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

pridenounUS /praɪd/

a feeling of self-respect and personal worth

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

punishmentnounUS /ˈpʌnɪʃmənt/

the act of punishing

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

reasonnounUS /ˈriːzən/

a rational motive for a belief or action

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

recurredverbUS /riˈkɜːrd/

inflected form of “recur” — happen or occur again

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

reliefnounUS /rɪˈliːf/

the feeling that comes when something burdensome is removed or reduced

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

rememberedverbUS /rɪˈmembərd/

past form of “remember” — recall knowledge from memory; have a recollection

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

resolveverbUS /riˈzɑːlv/

bring to an end; settle conclusively

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

resumedverbUS /rɪˈzuːmd/

past form of “resume” — take up or begin anew

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

REVELATIONnounUS /ˌrevəˈleɪʃən/

the speech act of making something evident

From this reading REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

soulnounUS /soʊl/

the immaterial part of a person; the actuating cause of an individual life

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

spectaclenounUS /ˈspektəkəl/

something or someone seen (especially a notable or unusual sight)

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

sternadjectiveUS /stɜːrn/

of a stern or strict bearing or demeanor; forbidding in aspect

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

stilladjectiveUS /stɪl/

not in physical motion

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

stoppedadjectiveUS /stɑːpt/

(of a nose) blocked

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

struggleverbUS /ˈstrʌɡəl/

make a strenuous or labored effort

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

subsidingnounUS /səbˈsaɪdɪŋ/

a gradual sinking to a lower level

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

suchdeterminerUS /sʌtʃ/

of the kind already mentioned

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

suddenlyadverbUS /ˈsʌdənli/

happening unexpectedly

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

sufferingsnounUS /ˈsʌfərɪŋz/

plural of “suffering” — a state of acute pain

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

sweetadjectiveUS /swiːt/

having or denoting the characteristic taste of sugar

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

THEdeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading REVELATION--THE LETTER OF JULIA.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

tidesnounUS /taɪdz/

plural of “tide” — the periodic rise and fall of the sea level under the gravitational pull of the moon

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

timenounUS /taɪm/

an instance or single occasion for some event

From this reading It must be remembered, that, in all this time--amidst all my agonies--my feelings of destitution and despair--I had few or no doubts of the guilt of Julia Clifford.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

turnedadjectiveUS /tɜːrnd/

moved around an axis or center

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

underprepositionUS /ˈʌndər/

below or beneath something; less than

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

upadjectiveUS /ʌp/

being or moving higher in position or greater in some value; being above a former position or level

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

voicenounUS /vɔɪs/

the distinctive quality or pitch or condition of a person's speech

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

watersnounUS /ˈwɔːtərz/

United States actress and singer (1896-1977)

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading But, with the subsiding of my emotions, under the stern feeling of resolve which came to my relief, and which my course of education enabled me to maintain, my persuasions of her guilt were resumed, and I naturally recurred to the conclusions which had originally justified me to myself, in inflicting the awful punishment of death upon her.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading My sufferings arose from the love which I had felt--the defeat of my hopes and fortune--the long struggle of conflicting feelings, mortified pride, and disappointed enjoyment.

whompronounUS /huːm/

the form of “who” used as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading Excited by the melancholy spectacle before me--beholding the form of her, once so beautiful--still so beautiful--whom I had loved with such an absorbing passion--whom I could not cease to love--suddenly cut off from life--her voice, which was so musical, suddenly hushed for ever--the tides of her heart suddenly stopped--and all the sweet waters of hope dried up in her bosom, and turned into bitterness and blight in mine--the force of my feelings got the better of my reason, and cruel and oppressive doubts of the justness of her doom overpowered my soul.

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Confession
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Blind
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Heart
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