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Despair's Last Journey

Chapter XVIII · Chapter 18

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For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.
Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.
He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.
There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.
I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, but I’m a little bit upset.
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Despair's Last Journey

Chapter XVIII · Chapter 18

Chapter 18 of Despair's Last Journey is here in full — 262 sentences across 53 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.
/fɔːr ˈeni ənd ˈevəri ˈepəsoʊd ʌv hɪz laɪf seɪv ðɪs pɔːl wen hiː tʃoʊz tuː θɪŋk əˈbaʊt ɪt kʊd meɪk ə ˈferli ɪkˈspresɪv ˈpɪktʃər ɪn hɪz maɪnd ənd kʊd brɪŋ bæk ˈsʌmθɪŋ ʌv ðə ɪˈmoʊʃən ʌv ðə taɪm/
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Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.
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He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.
/hiː sɔː ðæt ə ˈθaʊzənd saɪnz wɪtʃ hiː ʃʊd hæv ˈrekəɡnaɪzd hæd ɪˈskeɪpt hɪm ənd ɪn ðə flʌʃ ʌv riːl ˌæprɪˈhenʃən wɪtʃ ˈfɑːloʊd ðɪs θɔːt hiː siːmd tuː hɪmˈself tuː hæv bɪn ˈɔːlmoʊst ˈwɪlfəli blaɪnd tuː ðə truːθ/
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There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.
/ðer wɜːr soʊ ˈmeni θɪŋz wɪtʃ maɪt hæv ˈɡaɪdəd hɪm ənd hiː hæd ˈteɪkən ˈwɔːrnɪŋ baɪ nʌn ʌv ðem/
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I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, and audio.

apprehension noun US /ˌæprɪˈhenʃən/

fearful expectation or anticipation

From this reading “He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.”

clutched verb US /klʌtʃt/

past form of “clutch” — take hold of; grab

From this reading “Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.”

episode noun US /ˈepəsoʊd/

a happening that is distinctive in a series of related events

From this reading “For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.”

expressive adjective US /ɪkˈspresɪv/

characterized by expression

From this reading “For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.”

flush noun US /flʌʃ/

the period of greatest prosperity or productivity

From this reading “He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.”

guided adjective US /ˈɡaɪdəd/

subject to guidance or control especially after launching

From this reading “There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.”

unconsciously adverb US /ˌʌnˈkɑːnʃəsli/

without awareness

From this reading “‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.”

wilfully adverb US /ˈwɪlfəli/

in a willful manner

From this reading “He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

aidnounUS /eɪd/

a person or thing that is a resource that helps make something easier or possible to do

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

almostadverbUS /ˈɔːlmoʊst/

(of actions or states) slightly short of or not quite accomplished; all but

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

anyadjectiveUS /ˈeni/

one or some or every or all without specification

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

appealverbUS /əˈpiːl/

take a court case to a higher court for review

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

apprehensionnounUS /ˌæprɪˈhenʃən/

fearful expectation or anticipation

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

armnounUS /ɑːrm/

a human limb; technically the part of the superior limb between the shoulder and the elbow but commonly used to refer to the whole superior limb

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

backadverbUS /bæk/

in or to or toward a former location

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

begverbUS /beɡ/

call upon in supplication; entreat

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

bitnounUS /bɪt/

a small piece or quantity of something

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

blindnounUS /blaɪnd/

people who have severe visual impairments, considered as a group

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

bringverbUS /brɪŋ/

take something or somebody with oneself somewhere

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

chapnounUS /tʃæp/

a boy or man

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

childnounUS /tʃaɪld/

a young person of either sex

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

choseverbUS /tʃoʊz/

inflected form of “choose” — pick out, select, or choose from a number of alternatives

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

clutchedverbUS /klʌtʃt/

past form of “clutch” — take hold of; grab

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

emotionnounUS /ɪˈmoʊʃən/

any strong feeling

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

EnglishnounUS /ˈɪŋɡlɪʃ/

an Indo-European language belonging to the West Germanic branch; the official language of Britain and the United States and most of the commonwealth countries

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

episodenounUS /ˈepəsoʊd/

a happening that is distinctive in a series of related events

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

escapedadjectiveUS /ɪˈskeɪpt/

having escaped, especially from confinement

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

expressiveadjectiveUS /ɪkˈspresɪv/

characterized by expression

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

fairlyadverbUS /ˈferli/

to certain extent or degree

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

flushnounUS /flʌʃ/

the period of greatest prosperity or productivity

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

followedverbUS /ˈfɑːloʊd/

past form of “follow” — to travel behind, go after, come after

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

frightenedadjectiveUS /ˈfraɪtənd/

made afraid

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

guidedadjectiveUS /ˈɡaɪdəd/

subject to guidance or control especially after launching

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

HereadverbUS /hiːr/

in or at this place; where the speaker or writer is

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

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From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

imaginedverbUS /ˌɪˈmædʒənd/

past form of “imagine” — form a mental image of something that is not present or that is not the case

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

Laurent

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From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

littleadjectiveUS /ˈlɪtəl/

limited or below average in number or quantity or magnitude or extent

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

makeverbUS /meɪk/

engage in

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

manyadjectiveUS /ˈmeni/

a quantifier that can be used with count nouns and is often preceded by “as” or “too” or “so” or “that”; amounting to a large but indefinite number

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

mindnounUS /maɪnd/

The element of a person that enables awareness and thought.

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

nonepronounUS /nʌn/

not one, and not any

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

oldadjectiveUS /oʊld/

(used especially of persons) having lived for a relatively long time or attained a specific age

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

onlyadverbUS /ˈoʊnli/

and nothing more

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

pardonverbUS /ˈpɑːrdən/

accept an excuse for

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

PaulnounUS /pɔːl/

United States feminist (1885-1977)

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

picturenounUS /ˈpɪktʃər/

a visual representation (of an object or scene or person or abstraction) produced on a surface

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

realadjectiveUS /riːl/

being or occurring in fact or actuality; having verified existence; not illusory

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

recognisedadjectiveUS /ˈrekəɡnaɪzd/

provided with a secure reputation

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

rememberverbUS /rɪˈmɛm.bər/

To recall to mind.

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

saidadjectiveUS /sed/

being the one previously mentioned or spoken of

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

saveprepositionUS /seɪv/

except for; apart from

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

sawverbUS /sɔː/

cut with a saw

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

seemedverbUS /siːmd/

past form of “seem” — give a certain impression or have a certain outward aspect

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

signsnounUS /saɪnz/

plural of “sign” — a perceptible indication of something not immediately apparent (as a visible clue that something has happened)

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

somethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

speakingnounUS /ˈspiːkɪŋ/

the utterance of intelligible speech

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

takenadjectiveUS /ˈteɪkən/

understood in a certain way; made sense of

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

ThereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

thingsnounUS /θɪŋz/

any movable possession (especially articles of clothing)

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

thousandnounUS /ˈθaʊzənd/

the cardinal number that is the product of 10 and 100

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

timenounUS /taɪm/

an instance or single occasion for some event

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

truthnounUS /truːθ/

a fact that has been verified

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

turnedadjectiveUS /tɜːrnd/

moved around an axis or center

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

unconsciouslyadverbUS /ˌʌnˈkɑːnʃəsli/

without awareness

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

upsetverbUS /əpˈset/

disturb the balance or stability of

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

vagueadjectiveUS /veɪɡ/

not clearly expressed or understood

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

warningnounUS /ˈwɔːrnɪŋ/

a message informing of danger

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading There were so many things which might have guided him, and he had taken warning by none of them.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading For any and every episode of his life save this, Paul, when he chose to think about it, could make a fairly expressive picture in his mind, and could bring back something of the emotion of the time.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

wilfullyadverbUS /ˈwɪlfəli/

in a willful manner

From this reading He saw that a thousand signs which he should have recognised had escaped him, and in the flush of real apprehension which followed this thought he seemed to himself to have been almost wilfully blind to the truth.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading Here he could remember only that Laurent clutched him by the arm, and that he turned on Laurent with something of the vague appeal for aid which might be imagined in the mind of a frightened child.

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading ‘I beg your pardon, old chap,’ he said to Laurent, speaking unconsciously in English, ‘but I’m a little bit upset.

Chapter 18 of Despair's Last Journey by David Christie Murray holds 262 sentences, grouped into 53 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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