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Growing Up

Chapter IX

Chapter 9 of Growing Up is here in full — 416 sentences across 84 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.
If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.
She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.
That would be desiring her death.
Desiring one’s death in one’s heart was—.
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Growing Up

Chapter IX

Chapter 9 of Growing Up is here in full — 416 sentences across 84 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/83 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.
/ðer wɑːz wʌn ˈkʌmfərt left ʃiː wɑːz nɑːt əˈfreɪd ʌv hɜːr naʊ/
Line 2
If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.
/ɪf ʃiː hæd steɪd wɪð hɜːr ˌɪnˈsted ʌv ˈbiːɪŋ æt hoʊm æt ðə ˈpɑːrsənɪdʒ ʃiː maɪt hæv ɡroʊn ʌp tuː lʌv ənd ˌʌndərˈstænd hɜːr ˌɪnˈsted ʃiː hæd ɡroʊn əˈweɪ frʌm lʌv ənd ˌʌndərˈstændɪŋ/
Line 3
She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.
Line 4
That would be desiring her death.
/ðæt wʊd biː dɪˈzaɪərɪŋ hɜːr deθ/
Line 5
Desiring one’s death in one’s heart was—.

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, and audio.

comfort noun US /ˈkʌmfərt/

a state of being relaxed and feeling no pain

From this reading “There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.”

dared verb US /derd/

past form of “dare” — take upon oneself; act presumptuously, without permission

From this reading “She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.”

desiring verb US /dɪˈzaɪərɪŋ/

-ing form of “desire” — feel or have a desire for; want strongly

From this reading “That would be desiring her death.”

grown adjective US /ɡroʊn/

(of animals) fully developed

From this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

parsonage noun US /ˈpɑːrsənɪdʒ/

an official residence provided by a church for its parson or vicar or rector

From this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

release verb US /riˈliːs/

release, as from one's grip

From this reading “She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.”

stayed verb US /steɪd/

past form of “stay” — stay the same; remain in a certain state

From this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

understanding noun US /ˌʌndərˈstændɪŋ/

the cognitive condition of someone who understands

From this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

Word partnerships in these lines

English keeps certain words together, and knowing the pair is worth more than knowing each word alone. Every partnership below was counted across our whole published library, and earns its place by appearing far more often than two unrelated words of the same frequency would.

Shown as this reading writes them, with the form the library counts, what kind of pairing it is, and how often it occurs.

at the parsonage preposition + article + noun counted as “at … parsonage”

In this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

at home preposition + noun

a reception held in your own home

In this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

stayed with verb + particle counted as “stay with”

In this reading “If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.”

think of verb + particle

keep in mind for attention or consideration

In this reading “She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.”

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Every word in these five lines is listed here, and every one of them can be played on its own.

Dictionary details are shown only when verified; these are not licensed Oxford entries.

afraidadjectiveUS /əˈfreɪd/

filled with fear or apprehension

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

AuntnounUS /ænt/

the sister of your father or mother; the wife of your uncle

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

awayadverbUS /əˈweɪ/

from a particular thing or place or position (“forth” is obsolete)

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading That would be desiring her death.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

comfortnounUS /ˈkʌmfərt/

a state of being relaxed and feeling no pain

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

comingnounUS /ˈkʌmɪŋ/

the act of drawing spatially closer to something

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

daredverbUS /derd/

past form of “dare” — take upon oneself; act presumptuously, without permission

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

desiringverbUS /dɪˈzaɪərɪŋ/

-ing form of “desire” — feel or have a desire for; want strongly

From this reading That would be desiring her death.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

grownadjectiveUS /ɡroʊn/

(of animals) fully developed

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading Desiring one’s death in one’s heart was—.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

homenounUS /hoʊm/

where you live at a particular time

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Desiring one’s death in one’s heart was—.

insteadadverbUS /ˌɪnˈsted/

in place of, or as an alternative to

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

leftnounUS /left/

location near or direction toward the left side; i.e. the side to the north when a person or object faces east

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

lovenounUS /lʌv/

a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

nowadverbUS /naʊ/

in the historical present; at this point in the narration of a series of past events

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

one's

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Desiring one’s death in one’s heart was—.

parsonagenounUS /ˈpɑːrsənɪdʒ/

an official residence provided by a church for its parson or vicar or rector

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

releaseverbUS /riˈliːs/

release, as from one's grip

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

Rody's

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

stayedverbUS /steɪd/

past form of “stay” — stay the same; remain in a certain state

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

ThatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading That would be desiring her death.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

ThereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

throughprepositionUS /θruː/

from one end or side of something to the other

From this reading She dared not think of release coming through Aunt Rody’s _death_.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

understandverbUS /ˌʌndərˈstænd/

know and comprehend the nature or meaning of

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

understandingnounUS /ˌʌndərˈstændɪŋ/

the cognitive condition of someone who understands

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

upadjectiveUS /ʌp/

being or moving higher in position or greater in some value; being above a former position or level

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading There was one comfort left; she was not afraid of her now.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading If she had stayed with her, instead of being at home at the parsonage, she might have grown up to love and understand her; instead she had grown away from love and understanding.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading That would be desiring her death.

Chapter 9 of Growing Up by Nathaniel, Mrs. Conklin holds 416 sentences, grouped into 84 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

What does chapter 9 of Growing Up contain?

Chapter 9 holds 416 sentences of Growing Up, unabridged, divided into 84 reading sections.

This page carries chapter 9 of Growing Up by Nathaniel, Mrs. Conklin exactly as it stands in the source edition, without abridgement. It runs to 416 sentences, grouped into 84 sections of at most 5 sentences so that a reader can take the chapter in steady, finishable pieces. The chapter also stores a coverage record mapping every one of its sentences to a part of the work, which is how the edition demonstrates that no line was dropped.

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Work through the 84 sections in order, replaying any sentence and tapping unfamiliar words for their entries.

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Vocabulary met early in Growing Up

Words and structures a reader meets early in Growing Up, each tappable for pronunciation and meaning.

Story
A word that appears in the opening chapter of Growing Up; the reader can tap it to hear it and see its dictionary entry.
Girlhood
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Grows
A word that appears in the opening chapter of Growing Up; the reader can tap it to hear it and see its dictionary entry.
Sacred
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