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Chapter XXIII

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It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.
But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.
The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.
Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.
From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Halcyone

Chapter XXIII

Reading 1/21 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.
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But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.
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The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.
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Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.
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From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Among preposition US /əˈmʌŋ/

surrounded by; in the middle of a group

From this reading “Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.”

Hand noun US /hand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

Himself pronoun US /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

John noun US /john/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

Morning noun US /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.”

Nightmare noun US /ˈnaɪt.mɛr/

A terrifying or distressing dream.

From this reading “Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.”

Quite noun US /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

ago

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

allowed

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

aloud

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

amongprepositionUS /əˈmʌŋ/

surrounded by; in the middle of a group

From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

anxiety

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

awoke

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

back

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

bed

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

champagne

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

covered

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

debased

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

Derringham

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

distinct

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

engaged

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

evening

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

eyes

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

feel

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

FromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

giddy

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From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

gilt

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

grief

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

groaned

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

half-indistinct

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

hand

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

head

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From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

hideous

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

hurt

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From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

John

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

lay

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

less

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

light

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From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

lying

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

man

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

moment

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

more

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

morningnounUS /morning/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

much

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

near

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

nightmarenounUS /ˈnaɪt.mɛr/

A terrifying or distressing dream.

From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

now

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

other

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

possible

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

preceding

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

prey

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

quitenounUS /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

remembrance

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

revolver

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

shot

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

sit

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

splendid

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

suchdeterminerUS /sʌtʃ/

of the kind already mentioned

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

Surely

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

swam

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From this reading The light hurt him--he was giddy, and his head swam.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

there

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

things

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

too

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From this reading Surely, among other things in the half-indistinct nightmare of the preceding evening, he must have had too much champagne.

up

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

utterly

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

weapon

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From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

week

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From this reading From the moment, now over a week ago, that he had been allowed to sit up in bed, and more or less distinct thought had come back to him, he had been a prey to hideous anxiety and grief.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading But no such weapon was there, and he lay in his splendid gilt bed and groaned aloud as he covered his eyes with his hand.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.

wretched

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From this reading It is possible that, if his revolver had been lying quite near, the morning John Derringham awoke to the remembrance that he was more or less an engaged man, he would have shot himself, so utterly wretched and debased did he feel.