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Helen Vardon's confession

Chapter VI · On the Brink

Chapter VI of Helen Vardon's confession, “On the Brink,” is here in full — 126 sentences across 26 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.
The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.
The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.
They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.
There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.
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Helen Vardon's confession

Chapter VI · On the Brink

Chapter VI of Helen Vardon's confession, “On the Brink,” is here in full — 126 sentences across 26 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/25 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.
/ʌv ðə fɔːr deɪz ðæt ˈfɑːloʊd aɪ duː nɑːt ˈiːvɪn naʊ laɪk tuː θɪŋk/
Line 2
The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.
/ðə ˈdredfəl tʃeɪndʒ ðæt wɑːz ˈkʌmɪŋ ˈɪntuː maɪ laɪf luːmd ʌp ˈevəri ˈmoʊmənt mɔːr dɪˈstɪŋkt mɔːr ˈθretənɪŋ mɔːr ˈterəbəl/
Line 3
The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.
/ðə ˈhɪdiəs ˌriːˈælətiːz ʌv wʌt wɑːz əˈbaʊt tuː ˈhæpən tuː miː rəˈfjuːzd tuː biː ˌɪɡˈnɔːrd/
Line 4
They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.
/ðeɪ θrʌst ðemˈselvz əˈpɑːn miː ənd fɪld maɪ θɔːts ˈevəri ˈɪnstənt ʌv ðə deɪ ənd ˈhɔːntɪd maɪ driːmz æt naɪt/
Line 5
There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.
/ðer wɜːr taɪmz wen aɪ tɜːrnd ə ˈwɪstfəl aɪ əˈpɑːn ðæt səˈluːʃən ʌv ðə ˈhoʊpləs ˈdɪfəkəltiz ʌv laɪf æt wɪtʃ maɪ ˈfɑːðər hæd ˈhɪntəd bʌt əˈlæs ˈiːvɪn ðæt wɑːz noʊ səˈluːʃən æz ˈmætərz stʊd/

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haunted adjective US /ˈhɔːntɪd/

having or showing excessive or compulsive concern with something

From this reading “They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.”

hinted verb US /ˈhɪntəd/

past form of “hint” — drop a hint; intimate by a hint

From this reading “There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.”

ignored adjective US /ˌɪɡˈnɔːrd/

disregarded

From this reading “The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.”

loomed verb US /luːmd/

past form of “loom” — come into view indistinctly, often threateningly

From this reading “The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.”

realities noun US /ˌriːˈælətiːz/

plural of “reality” — all of your experiences that determine how things appear to you

From this reading “The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.”

solution noun US /səˈluːʃən/

a homogeneous mixture of two or more substances; frequently (but not necessarily) a liquid solution

From this reading “There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.”

threatening adjective US /ˈθretənɪŋ/

threatening or foreshadowing evil or tragic developments

From this reading “The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.”

wistful adjective US /ˈwɪstfəl/

showing pensive sadness

From this reading “There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.”

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four days noun + noun

In this reading “Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.”

loomed up verb + adjective counted as “loom up”

In this reading “The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.”

at night preposition + noun

In this reading “They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

alasexclamationUS /əˈlæs/

used to show sadness, pity, or regret

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

changeverbUS /tʃeɪndʒ/

cause to change; make different; cause a transformation

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

comingnounUS /ˈkʌmɪŋ/

the act of drawing spatially closer to something

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

daynounUS /deɪ/

time for Earth to make a complete rotation on its axis

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

daysnounUS /deɪz/

the time during which someone's life continues

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

difficultiesnounUS /ˈdɪfəkəltiz/

plural of “difficulty” — an effort that is inconvenient

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

distinctadjectiveUS /dɪˈstɪŋkt/

(often followed by “from”) not alike; different in nature or quality

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

dreadfuladjectiveUS /ˈdredfəl/

causing fear or dread or terror

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

dreamsnounUS /driːmz/

plural of “dream” — a series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

evenadjectiveUS /ˈiːvɪn/

divisible by two

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

eyenounUS /aɪ/

the organ of sight

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

fathernounUS /ˈfɑːðər/

a male parent (also used as a term of address to your father)

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

filledadjectiveUS /fɪld/

(usually followed by “with” or used as a combining form) generously supplied with

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

followedverbUS /ˈfɑːloʊd/

past form of “follow” — to travel behind, go after, come after

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

fournounUS /fɔːr/

the cardinal number that is the sum of three and one

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

happenverbUS /ˈhæpən/

come to pass

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

hauntedadjectiveUS /ˈhɔːntɪd/

having or showing excessive or compulsive concern with something

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

hideousadjectiveUS /ˈhɪdiəs/

grossly offensive to decency or morality; causing horror

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

hintedverbUS /ˈhɪntəd/

past form of “hint” — drop a hint; intimate by a hint

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

hopelessadjectiveUS /ˈhoʊpləs/

without hope because there seems to be no possibility of comfort or success

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

ignoredadjectiveUS /ˌɪɡˈnɔːrd/

disregarded

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

instantnounUS /ˈɪnstənt/

a very short time (as the time it takes the eye to blink or the heart to beat)

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

likeverbUS /laɪk/

prefer or wish to do something

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

loomedverbUS /luːmd/

past form of “loom” — come into view indistinctly, often threateningly

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

mattersnounUS /ˈmætərz/

plural of “matter” — a vaguely specified concern

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

momentnounUS /ˈmoʊmənt/

a particular point in time

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

moreadjectiveUS /mɔːr/

(comparative of “much” used with mass nouns) a quantifier meaning greater in size or amount or extent or degree

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

nightnounUS /naɪt/

the time after sunset and before sunrise while it is dark outside

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

nowadverbUS /naʊ/

in the historical present; at this point in the narration of a series of past events

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

OfprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

realitiesnounUS /ˌriːˈælətiːz/

plural of “reality” — all of your experiences that determine how things appear to you

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

refusedverbUS /rəˈfjuːzd/

past form of “refuse” — show unwillingness towards

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

solutionnounUS /səˈluːʃən/

a homogeneous mixture of two or more substances; frequently (but not necessarily) a liquid solution

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

stoodverbUS /stʊd/

Maintained an upright posture.

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

terribleadjectiveUS /ˈterəbəl/

causing fear or dread or terror

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

themselvespronounUS /ðemˈselvz/

used when the people doing the action are also its object

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

ThereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

TheypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

thoughtsnounUS /θɔːts/

plural of “thought” — the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

threateningadjectiveUS /ˈθretənɪŋ/

threatening or foreshadowing evil or tragic developments

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

thrustverbUS /θrʌst/

push forcefully

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

timesnounUS /taɪmz/

a more or less definite period of time now or previously present

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Of the four days that followed, I do not, even now, like to think.

turnedadjectiveUS /tɜːrnd/

moved around an axis or center

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

upadjectiveUS /ʌp/

being or moving higher in position or greater in some value; being above a former position or level

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading They thrust themselves upon me and filled my thoughts every instant of the day and haunted my dreams at night.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading The dreadful change that was coming into my life loomed up every moment more distinct, more threatening, more terrible.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading The hideous realities of what was about to happen to me refused to be ignored.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

wistfuladjectiveUS /ˈwɪstfəl/

showing pensive sadness

From this reading There were times when I turned a wistful eye upon that solution of the hopeless difficulties of life at which my father had hinted; but alas! even that was no solution as matters stood.

Chapter 6 of Helen Vardon's confession by R. Austin (Richard Austin) Freeman holds 126 sentences, grouped into 26 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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