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Helen Vardon's confession

Chapter VIII · The Terms of Release

Chapter VIII of Helen Vardon's confession, “The Terms of Release,” is here in full — 218 sentences across 44 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.
But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.
My father was dead.
That was all I could think of.
My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.
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Helen Vardon's confession

Chapter VIII · The Terms of Release

Chapter VIII of Helen Vardon's confession, “The Terms of Release,” is here in full — 218 sentences across 44 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/43 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.
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But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.
/bʌt ðoʊ aɪ wɑːz ˈveɪɡli ˈkɑːnʃəs ðæt ðɪs ˈdredfəl dɪˈzæstər ˈvaɪtəli əˈfektɪd maɪ pəˈzɪʃən ənd mʌst ɪn sʌm weɪ əˈfekt maɪ ˈækʃənz ˌoʊvərˈwelmɪŋ ɡriːf ənd ə sens ʌv ˌɪˈrepərəbəl lɔːs ˈrendərd koʊˈhɪrənt θɔːt ˌɪmˈpɑːsəbəl/
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My father was dead.
/maɪ ˈfɑːðər wɑːz ded/
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That was all I could think of.
/ðæt wɑːz ɔːl aɪ kʊd θɪŋk ʌv/
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My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.
/maɪ wʌn pərˈfekt frend huː hæd əbˈzɔːrbd ɔːl maɪ əˈfekʃən ənd ˈɡɪvən miː ɔːl ʌv hɪz hæd ɡɔːn aʊt ʌv maɪ laɪf/

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affect verb US /əˈfekt/

have an effect upon

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

coherent adjective US /koʊˈhɪrənt/

marked by an orderly, logical, and aesthetically consistent relation of parts

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

collect verb US /kəˈlekt/

get or gather together

From this reading “When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.”

disaster noun US /dɪˈzæstər/

a state of extreme (usually irremediable) ruin and misfortune

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

irreparable adjective US /ˌɪˈrepərəbəl/

impossible to repair, rectify, or amend

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

overwhelming adjective US /ˌoʊvərˈwelmɪŋ/

so strong as to be irresistible

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

vaguely adverb US /ˈveɪɡli/

in a vague way

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

vitally adverb US /ˈvaɪtəli/

to a vital degree

From this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

Word partnerships in these lines

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irreparable loss adjective + noun

In this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

vaguely conscious adverb + adjective

In this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

shut the door verb + article + noun counted as “shut … door”

In this reading “When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.”

some way adjective + noun

In this reading “But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.”

think of verb + particle

keep in mind for attention or consideration

In this reading “That was all I could think of.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

absorbedadjectiveUS /əbˈzɔːrbd/

giving or marked by complete attention to

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

actionsnounUS /ˈækʃənz/

plural of “action” — something done (usually as opposed to something said)

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

affectverbUS /əˈfekt/

have an effect upon

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

affectedadjectiveUS /əˈfektɪd/

acted upon; influenced

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

affectionnounUS /əˈfekʃən/

a positive feeling of liking

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading That was all I could think of.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

chairnounUS /tʃer/

a seat for one person, with a support for the back

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

coherentadjectiveUS /koʊˈhɪrənt/

marked by an orderly, logical, and aesthetically consistent relation of parts

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

collectverbUS /kəˈlekt/

get or gather together

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

consciousadjectiveUS /ˈkɑːnʃəs/

intentionally conceived

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading That was all I could think of.

deadadjectiveUS /ded/

no longer having or seeming to have or expecting to have life

From this reading My father was dead.

disasternounUS /dɪˈzæstər/

a state of extreme (usually irremediable) ruin and misfortune

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

doornounUS /dɔːr/

a swinging or sliding barrier that will close the entrance to a room or building or vehicle

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

dreadfuladjectiveUS /ˈdredfəl/

causing fear or dread or terror

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

fathernounUS /ˈfɑːðər/

a male parent (also used as a term of address to your father)

From this reading My father was dead.

friendnounUS /frend/

a person you know well and regard with affection and trust

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

givenadjectiveUS /ˈɡɪvən/

acknowledged as a supposition

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

goneadjectiveUS /ɡɔːn/

destroyed or killed

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

Gregg

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

griefnounUS /ɡriːf/

intense sorrow caused by loss of a loved one (especially by death)

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

impossibleadjectiveUS /ˌɪmˈpɑːsəbəl/

not capable of occurring or being accomplished or dealt with

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

irreparableadjectiveUS /ˌɪˈrepərəbəl/

impossible to repair, rectify, or amend

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

lossnounUS /lɔːs/

something that is lost

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

MrsnounUS /ˈmɪsɪz/

a form of address for a married woman

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

outadjectiveUS /aʊt/

not allowed to continue to bat or run

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

overwhelmingadjectiveUS /ˌoʊvərˈwelmɪŋ/

so strong as to be irresistible

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

perfectadjectiveUS /pərˈfekt/

being complete of its kind and without defect or blemish

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

positionnounUS /pəˈzɪʃən/

the particular portion of space occupied by something

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

renderedverbUS /ˈrendərd/

past form of “render” — cause to become

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

sensenounUS /sens/

a general conscious awareness

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

shutverbUS /ʃʌt/

move so that an opening or passage is obstructed; make shut

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

sinkingnounUS /ˈsɪŋkɪŋ/

a descent as through liquid (especially through water)

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

someadjectiveUS /sʌm/

(quantifier) used with either mass nouns or plural count nouns to indicate an unspecified number or quantity

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading That was all I could think of.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

thoughconjunctionUS /ðoʊ/

in spite of the fact that

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

thoughtsnounUS /θɔːts/

plural of “thought” — the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

triedadjectiveUS /traɪd/

tested and proved useful or correct

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

vaguelyadverbUS /ˈveɪɡli/

in a vague way

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

vitallyadverbUS /ˈvaɪtəli/

to a vital degree

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

waynounUS /weɪ/

how something is done or how it happens

From this reading But though I was vaguely conscious that this dreadful disaster vitally affected my position, and must in some way affect my actions, overwhelming grief and a sense of irreparable loss rendered coherent thought impossible.

WhenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading My one perfect friend, who had absorbed all my affection and given me all of his, had gone out of my life.

writing-table

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading When Mrs. Gregg had gone, I shut the door, and, sinking on to the chair by the writing-table, tried to collect my thoughts.

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