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His Sombre Rivals
His Sombre Rivals

Chapter XXII

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AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.
"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!
How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"
But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.
Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.
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His Sombre Rivals

Chapter XXII

Reading 1/39 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.
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"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!
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How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"
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But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.
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Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Although noun US /ˈalthough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!”

DREAM noun US /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading “AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.”

Ever noun US /ever/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!”

Long noun US /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.”

Might modal verb US /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Moreover adverb US /mɔːˈroʊvər/

in addition to what has just been said

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Next noun US /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.”

While conjunction US /waɪl/

during the time that

From this reading “AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

Wounded noun US /wounded/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.”

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AdeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

althoughnounUS /ˈalthough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

ANdeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

bitterness

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

bless

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

blow

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

bowed

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

close

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

comforted

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

days

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

despair

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

DREAMnounUS /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

EARLY

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

embrace

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

evernounUS /ever/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

eyes

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

face

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From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

fall

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

few

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

FULFILLED

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

gave

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

Grace

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

Graham

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

groaned

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

head

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

heaviest

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

How

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From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

husband

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

knew

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

later

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

longnounUS /long/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

losing

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

made

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

Mayburn

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From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

MoreoveradverbUS /mɔːˈroʊvər/

in addition to what has just been said

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

mourner

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

Mrs

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From this reading How can I ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"

NextnounUS /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

only

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

prisoner

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

receive

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

said

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From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

saw

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

seen

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

shoulder

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

sincere

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

soothe

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

spirit

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

streaming

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

theypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

thinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

welcomed

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From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

whileconjunctionUS /waɪl/

during the time that

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

wife

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From this reading But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless; and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading AN EARLY DREAM FULFILLED A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace, but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

wounded

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From this reading Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me!