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Chapter V

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"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.
From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.
I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.
His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.
He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Knock three-one-two

Chapter V

Reading 1/87 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.
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From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.
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I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.
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His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.
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He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.”

Alone noun US /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.”

Despite preposition US /dɪˈspaɪt/

although something is true; in spite of

From this reading “"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.”

Good noun US /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.”

Has auxiliary verb US /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading “"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.”

Himself pronoun US /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading “He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.”

Nothing pronoun US /ˈnʌθɪŋ/

not one thing; not anything

From this reading “From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.”

Waiting noun US /ˈwaiting/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “"So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

abnormality

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

adjustment

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

alonenounUS /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

believed

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

believing

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

Benny

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

boy

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

brimstone

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

childbirth

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

committed

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

crimes

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

damnation

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

despiteprepositionUS /dɪˈspaɪt/

although something is true; in spite of

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

died

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

discuss

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

eternal

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

fantasy

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

father

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

feelings

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From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

fiery

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

FromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

fundamentalist

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

given

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From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

God

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

goodnounUS /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

guilt

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

Hell

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

innocent

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

learn

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

literal

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

merited

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

minister

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

mother

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

much

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

nothingpronounUS /ˈnʌθɪŋ/

not one thing; not anything

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

now

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

original

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

own

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

probably

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

punished

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

punishment

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

raised

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From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

say

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From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

seeks

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

seems

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

sin

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

sinner

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

SoconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

society

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

son

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

subnormality

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

taught

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

vengeful

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

very

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From this reading He taught his son what he himself believed--a good but vengeful God, original sin, a very literal brimstone Hell, eternal damnation for the sinner.

waiting

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading His father--who raised Benny alone after his mother died in childbirth--was a fiery fundamentalist minister.

wishing

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.

wonderfully

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From this reading From what I can learn he seems to have been a wonderfully 'good' boy and probably did nothing that, even in his own mind, merited the punishment he now seeks.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading I would say that his guilt feelings were given to him by his father.

you've

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From this reading "So much for his adjustment to society despite his subnormality and now to what you've been waiting for me to discuss, his abnormality, his fantasy of believing that he has committed crimes of which he is innocent and wishing to be punished for them.