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Left to Ourselves

Chapter XVIII

Chapter 18 of Left to Ourselves is here in full — 116 sentences across 24 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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_NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.
Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.
"You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."
"I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.
"For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."
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Left to Ourselves

Chapter XVIII

Chapter 18 of Left to Ourselves is here in full — 116 sentences across 24 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/23 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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_NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.
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Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.
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"You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."
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"I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.
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"For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."
/fɔːr juː ənd dʒɑːn tuː hæv kept ðɪs tuː jərˈself ɔːl ðɪs taɪm ɪz ɪkˈsiːdɪŋli ˈselfɪʃ/

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These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

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beseeching adjective US /biˈsiːtʃɪŋ/

begging

From this reading “"I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.”

brightness noun US /ˈbraɪtnəs/

the location of a visual perception along a continuum from black to white

From this reading “Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.”

cosy noun US /ˈkoʊzi/

a padded cloth covering to keep a teapot warm

From this reading “Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.”

joking adjective US /ˈdʒoʊkɪŋ/

characterized by jokes and good humor

From this reading “"I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.”

overshadowing verb US /ˈoʊvərˈʃædoʊɪŋ/

-ing form of “overshadow” — be greater in significance than

From this reading “Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.”

tease verb US /tiːz/

annoy persistently

From this reading “"You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."”

unkind adjective US /ənˈkaɪnd/

lacking kindness

From this reading “"You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."”

year's noun US /jɪrz/

possessive form of “year” — a period of time containing 365 (or 366) days

From this reading “_NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.”

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looked up verb + adjective counted as “look up”

seek information from

In this reading “Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.”

on the morning preposition + article + noun counted as “on … morning”

In this reading “_NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

Agnes

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

answeredverbUS /ˈænsərd/

past form of “answer” — react verbally

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

areauxiliary verbUS /ɑːr/

the form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

askedverbUS /æskt/

past form of “ask” — make a request or demand for something to somebody

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

beforeprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

beseechingadjectiveUS /biˈsiːtʃɪŋ/

begging

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

breakfastverbUS /ˈbrekfəst/

eat an early morning meal

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

brightnessnounUS /ˈbraɪtnəs/

the location of a visual perception along a continuum from black to white

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

callverbUS /kɔːl/

assign a specified (usually proper) proper name to

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

cosynounUS /ˈkoʊzi/

a padded cloth covering to keep a teapot warm

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

DaynounUS /deɪ/

time for Earth to make a complete rotation on its axis

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

droppingadjectiveUS /ˈdrɑːpɪŋ/

coming down freely under the influence of gravity

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

EVEnounUS /iːv/

(Old Testament) Adam's wife in Judeo-Christian mythology: the first woman and mother of the human race; God created Eve from Adam's rib and placed Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

exceedinglyadverbUS /ɪkˈsiːdɪŋli/

to an extreme degree

From this reading "For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."

extremelyadverbUS /ekˈstriːmli/

to a high degree or extent; favorably or with much respect

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

eyesnounUS /aɪz/

opinion or judgment

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

facenounUS /feɪs/

the front of the human head from the forehead to the chin and ear to ear

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading "For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

Hugh

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

hurtverbUS /hɜːrt/

be the source of pain

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

I'm

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading "For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

JohnnounUS /dʒɑːn/

a room or building equipped with one or more toilets

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

jokingadjectiveUS /ˈdʒoʊkɪŋ/

characterized by jokes and good humor

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

keptadjectiveUS /kept/

(especially of promises or contracts) not violated or disregarded

From this reading "For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."

lookverbUS /lʊk/

perceive with attention; direct one's gaze towards

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

lookedverbUS /lʊkt/

past form of “look” — perceive with attention; direct one's gaze towards

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

meetverbUS /miːt/

come together

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

morningnounUS /ˈmɔːrnɪŋ/

the time period between dawn and noon

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

neveradverbUS /ˈnevər/

not ever; at no time in the past or future

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

NEWadjectiveUS /nuː/

not of long duration; having just (or relatively recently) come into being or been made or acquired or discovered

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

onesnounUS /wʌnz/

plural of “one” — the smallest whole number or a numeral representing this number

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

onlyadverbUS /ˈoʊnli/

and nothing more

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

overshadowingverbUS /ˈoʊvərˈʃædoʊɪŋ/

-ing form of “overshadow” — be greater in significance than

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

reallyadverbUS /ˈrɪli/

in accordance with truth or fact or reality

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

saidadjectiveUS /sed/

being the one previously mentioned or spoken of

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

satnounUS /sæt/

the seventh and last day of the week; observed as the Sabbath by Jews and some Christians

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

secretnounUS /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

selfishadjectiveUS /ˈselfɪʃ/

concerned chiefly or only with yourself and your advantage to the exclusion of others

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading "I'm not joking at all," answered Hugh, dropping his eyes so as not to meet her beseeching ones.

surprisedadjectiveUS /sərˈpraɪzd/

taken unawares or suddenly and feeling wonder or astonishment

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

teaseverbUS /tiːz/

annoy persistently

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

theypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

thinkverbUS /θɪŋk/

judge or regard; look upon; judge

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

timenounUS /taɪm/

an instance or single occasion for some event

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

toldverbUS /toʊld/

inflected form of “tell” — express in words

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

tryingadjectiveUS /ˈtraɪɪŋ/

hard to endure

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

unkindadjectiveUS /ənˈkaɪnd/

lacking kindness

From this reading "You do not _really_ think it unkind, Hugh?" she asked; "you are only trying to tease me."

upadjectiveUS /ʌp/

being or moving higher in position or greater in some value; being above a former position or level

From this reading Agnes looked up over the "cosy," a surprised hurt look overshadowing the brightness of her face.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

YEAR'SnounUS /jɪrz/

possessive form of “year” — a period of time containing 365 (or 366) days

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading _NEW YEAR'S EVE._ "I call it extremely selfish of you and John to have had this secret all this time, and never to have told us," said Hugh, on the morning before New Year's Day, as they all sat at breakfast.

yourselfpronounUS /jərˈself/

used when the person spoken to is also the object of the action

From this reading "For you and John to have kept this to yourself all this time is exceedingly selfish."

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