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Life's Handicap

Chapter X

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I ‘But if it be a girl?’
‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.
I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.
Think of this and be glad.
My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’
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Life's Handicap

Chapter X

Reading 1/80 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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I ‘But if it be a girl?’
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‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.
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I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.
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Think of this and be glad.
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My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Again noun US /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Born noun US /born/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.”

Life noun US /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Nights noun US /naɪts/

Periods of darkness between sunset and sunrise.

From this reading “I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.”

Shall modal verb US /ʃæl/

used with I and we for the future, or to offer and suggest

From this reading “I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Think of this and be glad.”

Thou pronoun US /ðaʊ/

an old word for “you”, as the subject, speaking to one person

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Thy determiner US /ðaɪ/

an old word for “your”, speaking to one person

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Till preposition US /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

Wilt modal verb US /wɪlt/

an old form of “will”, used with “thou”

From this reading “My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

againnounUS /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

auspicious

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

Badl's

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

bornnounUS /born/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

cannot

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From this reading ‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.

cast

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

gifts

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

girl

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From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

give

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

glad

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From this reading Think of this and be glad.

God

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

grow

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

hour

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

intoprepositionUS /ˈɪntuː/

moving to the inside of something

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading I ‘But if it be a girl?’

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

lifenounUS /life/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading ‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.

Lord

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From this reading ‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.

man

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

man-child

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

many

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

mosque

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

mother

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

mullah

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading ‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.

nativity

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

nightsnounUS /naɪts/

Periods of darkness between sunset and sunrise.

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading ‘Lord of my life, it cannot be.

often

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

Pattan

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

prayed

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

send

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

sent

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

shallmodal verbUS /ʃæl/

used with I and we for the future, or to offer and suggest

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

Sheikh

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

shrine

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

slave

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

son

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From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

then

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

ThinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Think of this and be glad.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading Think of this and be glad.

thoupronounUS /ðaʊ/

an old word for “you”, as the subject, speaking to one person

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

thydeterminerUS /ðaɪ/

an old word for “your”, speaking to one person

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

tillprepositionUS /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

weary

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From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading I have prayed for so many nights, and sent gifts to Sheikh Badl’s shrine so often, that I know God will give us a son--a man-child that shall grow into a man.

wiltmodal verbUS /wɪlt/

an old form of “will”, used with “thou”

From this reading My mother shall be his mother till I can take him again, and the mullah of the Pattan mosque shall cast his nativity--God send he be born in an auspicious hour!--and then, and then thou wilt never weary of me, thy slave.’