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Mary Lee

Chapter XXXIX · Christmas Night

Chapter XXXIX of Mary Lee, “Christmas Night,” is here in full — 107 sentences across 22 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.
My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.
Never did I dare to summon the vision.
It was mockery.
It had been a mockery all through.
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Mary Lee

Chapter XXXIX · Christmas Night

Chapter XXXIX of Mary Lee, “Christmas Night,” is here in full — 107 sentences across 22 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/21 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.
/ɪn ðə sloʊ wiːks ðæt ˈfɑːloʊd maɪ ˈɡrændmʌðərz deθ aɪ ˈnevər keɪm feɪs tuː feɪs wɪð maɪ oʊn ˈsɑːroʊ/
Line 2
My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.
/maɪ breɪn toʊld miː ðə ˈsɑːroʊ wɑːz ðer bʌt maɪ wɪl ˌriːɪnˈfɔːrst baɪ ə ˈnʌmnəs ðæt pəˈzest maɪ ˈspɪrət fərˈbeɪd maɪ ˈfeɪsɪŋ ɔːr ˈfiːlɪŋ ɪt/
Line 3
Never did I dare to summon the vision.
/ˈnevər dɪd aɪ der tuː ˈsʌmən ðə ˈvɪʒən/
Line 4
It was mockery.
/ɪt wɑːz ˈmɑːkəri/
Line 5
It had been a mockery all through.
/ɪt hæd bɪn ə ˈmɑːkəri ɔːl θruː/

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, and audio.

facing noun US /ˈfeɪsɪŋ/

a lining applied to the edge of a garment for ornamentation or strengthening

From this reading “My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.”

forbade verb US /fərˈbeɪd/

inflected form of “forbid” — command against

From this reading “My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.”

Grandmother's noun US /ˈɡrændmʌðərz/

possessive form of “grandmother” — the mother of your father or mother

From this reading “In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.”

mockery noun US /ˈmɑːkəri/

showing your contempt by derision

From this reading “It was mockery.”

numbness noun US /ˈnʌmnəs/

partial or total lack of sensation in a part of the body; a symptom of nerve damage or dysfunction

From this reading “My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.”

reinforced adjective US /ˌriːɪnˈfɔːrst/

given added strength or support

From this reading “My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.”

summon verb US /ˈsʌmən/

call in an official matter, such as to attend court

From this reading “Never did I dare to summon the vision.”

vision noun US /ˈvɪʒən/

a vivid mental image

From this reading “Never did I dare to summon the vision.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading It had been a mockery all through.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading It had been a mockery all through.

brainnounUS /breɪn/

that part of the central nervous system that includes all the higher nervous centers; enclosed within the skull; continuous with the spinal cord

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

cameverbUS /keɪm/

inflected form of “come” — move toward, travel toward something or somebody or approach something or somebody

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

dareverbUS /der/

take upon oneself; act presumptuously, without permission

From this reading Never did I dare to summon the vision.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading Never did I dare to summon the vision.

facenounUS /feɪs/

the front of the human head from the forehead to the chin and ear to ear

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

facingnounUS /ˈfeɪsɪŋ/

a lining applied to the edge of a garment for ornamentation or strengthening

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

feelingnounUS /ˈfiːlɪŋ/

the experiencing of affective and emotional states

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

followedverbUS /ˈfɑːloʊd/

past form of “follow” — to travel behind, go after, come after

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

forbadeverbUS /fərˈbeɪd/

inflected form of “forbid” — command against

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

Grandmother'snounUS /ˈɡrændmʌðərz/

possessive form of “grandmother” — the mother of your father or mother

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading It had been a mockery all through.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

InprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

mockerynounUS /ˈmɑːkəri/

showing your contempt by derision

From this reading It was mockery.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

neveradverbUS /ˈnevər/

not ever; at no time in the past or future

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

numbnessnounUS /ˈnʌmnəs/

partial or total lack of sensation in a part of the body; a symptom of nerve damage or dysfunction

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

ownverbUS /oʊn/

have ownership or possession of

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

possessedadjectiveUS /pəˈzest/

influenced or controlled by a powerful force such as a strong emotion

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

reinforcedadjectiveUS /ˌriːɪnˈfɔːrst/

given added strength or support

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

slowadjectiveUS /sloʊ/

not moving quickly; taking a comparatively long time

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

sorrownounUS /ˈsɑːroʊ/

an emotion of great sadness associated with loss or bereavement

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

spiritnounUS /ˈspɪrət/

the vital principle or animating force within living things

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

summonverbUS /ˈsʌmən/

call in an official matter, such as to attend court

From this reading Never did I dare to summon the vision.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

thereadverbUS /ðer/

in or at that place or location

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

throughprepositionUS /θruː/

from one end or side of something to the other

From this reading It had been a mockery all through.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

toldverbUS /toʊld/

inflected form of “tell” — express in words

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

visionnounUS /ˈvɪʒən/

a vivid mental image

From this reading Never did I dare to summon the vision.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

weeksnounUS /wiːks/

plural of “week” — any period of seven consecutive days

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading My brain told me the sorrow was there, but my will, reinforced by a numbness that possessed my spirit, forbade my facing or feeling it.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading In the slow weeks that followed my Grandmother's death I never came face to face with my own sorrow.

Chapter 39 of Mary Lee by Geoffrey Dennis holds 107 sentences, grouped into 22 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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Chapter 39 holds 107 sentences of Mary Lee, unabridged, divided into 22 reading sections.

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