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Notes on Life & Letters

Chapter I · Chapter 1

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For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.
And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.
Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.
They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.
And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.
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Notes on Life & Letters

Chapter I · Chapter 1

Chapter 1 of Notes on Life & Letters is here in full — 60 sentences across 12 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 12/12 · 5 reading units · Lines 56–60

Line 1
For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.
/fɔːr ˌmaɪˈself wɪð ə ˈveri ˈdefənət dred ɪn maɪ hɑːrt aɪ wɑːz ˈkerfəl nɑːt tuː əˈluːd tuː ðer ˈkerɪktər bɪˈkɔːz aɪ dɪd nɑːt wɑːnt ðə noʊt tuː biː θroʊn əˈweɪ ənˈred/
Line 2
And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.
/ənd ðen aɪ hæd tuː rɪˈmɛm.bər ðæt ðə ˌɪmˈpɑːsəbəl hæz səmˈtaɪmz ðə trɪk ʌv ˈkʌmɪŋ tuː pæs tuː ðə kənˈfjuːʒən ʌv maɪndz ənd ˈɔːfən tuː ðə ˈkrʌʃɪŋ ʌv hɑːrts/
Line 3
Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.
/ʌv ðə ˈʌðər ˈpeɪpərz aɪ hæv ˈnʌθɪŋ ˈspeʃəl tuː seɪ/
Line 4
They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.
/ðeɪ ɑːr wʌt ðeɪ ɑːr ənd aɪ æm baɪ naʊ tuː ˈhɑːrdənd ə ˈsɪnər tuː fiːl əˈʃeɪmd ʌv ˌɪnsɪɡˈnjɪfɪkənt ˌɪndɪˈskreʃənz/
Line 5
And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.
/ənd æz tuː ðer əˈpɪrəns ɪn ðɪs fɔːrm aɪ kleɪm ðæt ˌɪnˈdʌldʒəns tuː wɪtʃ ɔːl ˈsɪnərz əˈɡenst ðemˈselvz ɑːr enˈtaɪtəld/

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allude verb US /əˈluːd/

make a more or less disguised reference to

From this reading “For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.”

crushing adjective US /ˈkrʌʃɪŋ/

physically or spiritually devastating; often used in combination

From this reading “And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.”

hardened adjective US /ˈhɑːrdənd/

used of persons; emotionally hardened

From this reading “They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.”

indiscretions noun US /ˌɪndɪˈskreʃənz/

plural of “indiscretion” — the trait of being injudicious

From this reading “They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.”

insignificant adjective US /ˌɪnsɪɡˈnjɪfɪkənt/

signifying nothing

From this reading “They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.”

sinner noun US /ˈsɪnər/

a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading “They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.”

sinners noun US /ˈsɪnərz/

plural of “sinner” — a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading “And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.”

unread adjective US /ənˈred/

not informed through reading

From this reading “For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

againstprepositionUS /əˈɡenst/

touching and pressing; in opposition to

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

alludeverbUS /əˈluːd/

make a more or less disguised reference to

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

AndconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

appearancenounUS /əˈpɪrəns/

outward or visible aspect of a person or thing

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

areauxiliary verbUS /ɑːr/

the form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling shame or guilt or embarrassment or remorse

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

awayadverbUS /əˈweɪ/

from a particular thing or place or position (“forth” is obsolete)

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

becauseconjunctionUS /bɪˈkɔːz/

for the reason that

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

carefuladjectiveUS /ˈkerfəl/

exercising caution or showing care or attention

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

characternounUS /ˈkerɪktər/

an imaginary person represented in a work of fiction (play or film or story)

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

claimnounUS /kleɪm/

an assertion of a right (as to money or property)

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

comingnounUS /ˈkʌmɪŋ/

the act of drawing spatially closer to something

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

confusionnounUS /kənˈfjuːʒən/

disorder resulting from a failure to behave predictably

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

crushingadjectiveUS /ˈkrʌʃɪŋ/

physically or spiritually devastating; often used in combination

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

definiteadjectiveUS /ˈdefənət/

precise; explicit and clearly defined

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

dreadnounUS /dred/

fearful expectation or anticipation

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

entitledadjectiveUS /enˈtaɪtəld/

qualified for by right according to law

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

feelverbUS /fiːl/

undergo an emotional sensation or be in a particular state of mind

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

formnounUS /fɔːrm/

the phonological or orthographic sound or appearance of a word that can be used to describe or identify something

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

hardenedadjectiveUS /ˈhɑːrdənd/

used of persons; emotionally hardened

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

hasauxiliary verbUS /hæz/

the form of “have” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

heartsnounUS /hɑːrts/

a form of whist in which players avoid winning tricks containing hearts or the queen of spades

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

impossibleadjectiveUS /ˌɪmˈpɑːsəbəl/

not capable of occurring or being accomplished or dealt with

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

indiscretionsnounUS /ˌɪndɪˈskreʃənz/

plural of “indiscretion” — the trait of being injudicious

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

indulgencenounUS /ˌɪnˈdʌldʒəns/

an inability to resist the gratification of whims and desires

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

insignificantadjectiveUS /ˌɪnsɪɡˈnjɪfɪkənt/

signifying nothing

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

mindsnounUS /maɪndz/

plural of “mind” — that which is responsible for one's thoughts, feelings, and conscious brain functions; the seat of the faculty of reason

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

NotenounUS /noʊt/

a brief written record

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

nothingpronounUS /ˈnʌθɪŋ/

not one thing; not anything

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

nowadverbUS /naʊ/

in the historical present; at this point in the narration of a series of past events

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

oftenadverbUS /ˈɔːfən/

many times at short intervals

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

otheradjectiveUS /ˈʌðər/

not the same one or ones already mentioned or implied

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

papersnounUS /ˈpeɪpərz/

writing that provides information (especially information of an official nature)

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

passverbUS /pæs/

go across or through

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

rememberverbUS /rɪˈmɛm.bər/

To recall to mind.

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

sayverbUS /seɪ/

express in words

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

sinnernounUS /ˈsɪnər/

a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

sinnersnounUS /ˈsɪnərz/

plural of “sinner” — a person who sins (without repenting)

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

sometimesadverbUS /səmˈtaɪmz/

on certain occasions or in certain cases but not always

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

specialadjectiveUS /ˈspeʃəl/

unique or specific to a person or thing or category

From this reading Of the other papers I have nothing special to say.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

themselvespronounUS /ðemˈselvz/

used when the people doing the action are also its object

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

thenadverbUS /ðen/

subsequently or soon afterward (often used as sentence connectors)

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

TheypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

thrownadjectiveUS /θroʊn/

caused to fall to the ground

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

tooadverbUS /tuː/

to a degree exceeding normal or proper limits

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

tricknounUS /trɪk/

a cunning or deceitful action or device

From this reading And then I had to remember that the impossible has sometimes the trick of coming to pass to the confusion of minds and often to the crushing of hearts.

unreadadjectiveUS /ənˈred/

not informed through reading

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

veryadjectiveUS /ˈveri/

precisely as stated

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

wantverbUS /wɑːnt/

feel or have a desire for; want strongly

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading They are what they are, and I am by now too hardened a sinner to feel ashamed of insignificant indiscretions.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading And as to their appearance in this form I claim that indulgence to which all sinners against themselves are entitled.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading For myself, with a very definite dread in my heart, I was careful not to allude to their character because I did not want the Note to be thrown away unread.

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