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Simon the Jester
Simon the Jester

Chapter XXIII

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The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.
I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.
These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.
I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.
For whatever happened I held myself responsible.
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LEARNER DICTIONARY
Archivist
/ˈɑːrkɪvɪst/
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A keeper or guardian of historical records and memories.

Simon the Jester

Chapter XXIII

Reading 1/69 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.
Line 2
I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.
Line 3
These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.
Line 4
I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.
Line 5
For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

After preposition US /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading “The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.”

Agony noun US /ˈæɡ.ə.ni/

Extreme physical or mental suffering; intense anguish.

From this reading “I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.”

First noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “For whatever happened I held myself responsible.”

Responsible adjective US /rɪˈspɑnsəbəl/

having a duty to protect or manage something

From this reading “For whatever happened I held myself responsible.”

Short adjective US /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading “I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.”

These determiner US /ðiːz/

the plural of “this”: the people or things near, or just mentioned

From this reading “These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.”

Time noun US /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.”

Whatever determiner US /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading “For whatever happened I held myself responsible.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

agonynounUS /ˈæɡ.ə.ni/

Extreme physical or mental suffering; intense anguish.

From this reading I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.

allowed

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

anxiety

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

called

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

clinique

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

comfort

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

day

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

days

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

dictation

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

disfigurement

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

doctor's

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

down

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

English

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

eye

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

firstnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

grave

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

happened

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From this reading For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

heart

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

held

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From this reading For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

hopeful

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

imperfect

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

indeed

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

injured

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

invariably

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

kept

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

knowledge

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

letters

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

lived

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From this reading I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.

Lola's

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

loss

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

many

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

messages

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

most

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

nerve-racking

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

nervous

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From this reading I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.

news

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

nurse

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

permanent

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

possible

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

prognostications

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

received

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

remorse

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From this reading I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.

reports

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From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

responsibleadjectiveUS /rɪˈspɑnsəbəl/

having a duty to protect or manage something

From this reading For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

see

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From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

shortadjectiveUS /ʃɔrt/

brief or direct in expression

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

sight

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

taken

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

ThedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

ThesedeterminerUS /ðiːz/

the plural of “this”: the people or things near, or just mentioned

From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

theypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

three

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

timenounUS /time/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

times

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

too

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From this reading I lived, too, in a nervous agony of remorse.

two

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading The first time they allowed me to see her was after many days of nerve-racking anxiety.

weirdly-spelt

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From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading These kept the heart in me; for the doctor's reports were invariably grave--possible loss of sight in the injured eye and permanent disfigurement their most hopeful prognostications.

whateverdeterminerUS /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading For whatever happened I held myself responsible.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.

written

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I had indeed called at the clinique two or three times a day for news, and I had written short letters of comfort and received weirdly-spelt messages taken down from Lola's dictation by a nurse with an imperfect knowledge of English.