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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience
Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience

Chapter XXXVI · Chapter 36

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For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.
At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.
I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.
Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.
I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.
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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience

Chapter XXXVI · Chapter 36

Chapter 36 of Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience is here in full — 183 sentences across 37 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.
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At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.
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I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.
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Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.
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I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

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adverse adjective US /ædˈvɜːrs/

contrary to your interests or welfare

From this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

contemplate verb US /ˈkɑːntəmpleɪt/

look at thoughtfully; observe deep in thought

From this reading “Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.”

hug verb US /hʌɡ/

hold (someone) tightly in your arms, usually with fondness

From this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

isolated adjective US /ˈaɪsəleɪtəd/

not close together in time

From this reading “Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.”

nightfall noun US /ˈnaɪtfɔːl/

the time of day immediately following sunset

From this reading “I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.”

obscurity noun US /əbsˈkjʊrəti/

the quality of being unclear or abstruse and hard to understand

From this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

revelry noun US /ˈrevəlri/

unrestrained merrymaking

From this reading “I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.”

reverses noun US /rɪˈvɜːrsɪz/

plural of “revers” — a lapel on a woman's garment; turned back to show the reverse side

From this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

Word partnerships in these lines

English keeps certain words together, and knowing the pair is worth more than knowing each word alone. Every partnership below was counted across our whole published library, and earns its place by appearing far more often than two unrelated words of the same frequency would.

Shown as this reading writes them, with the form the library counts, what kind of pairing it is, and how often it occurs.

adverse fortune adjective + noun

In this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

in the midst preposition + article + noun counted as “in … midst”

the middle or central part or point

In this reading “I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.”

at nightfall preposition + noun

In this reading “I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.”

fall back verb + particle

fall backwards and down

In this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

some years adjective + noun

In this reading “For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.”

become rich verb + adjective

In this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

in the world preposition + article + noun counted as “in … world”

In this reading “At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.”

came from verb + particle counted as “come from”

In this reading “I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

adverseadjectiveUS /ædˈvɜːrs/

contrary to your interests or welfare

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

afterprepositionUS /ˈæftər/

later than; following

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

againstprepositionUS /əˈɡenst/

touching and pressing; in opposition to

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

AtprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

backadverbUS /bæk/

in or to or toward a former location

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

beatverbUS /biːt/

come out better in a competition, race, or conflict

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

becomeverbUS /bɪˈkʌm/

enter or assume a certain state or condition

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

betweenprepositionUS /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

cameverbUS /keɪm/

inflected form of “come” — move toward, travel toward something or somebody or approach something or somebody

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

childrennounUS /ˈtʃɪldrən/

plural of “child” — a young person of either sex

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

conditionnounUS /kənˈdɪʃən/

a state at a particular time

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

contemplateverbUS /ˈkɑːntəmpleɪt/

look at thoughtfully; observe deep in thought

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

deathnounUS /deθ/

the event of dying or departure from life

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

dreamnounUS /driːm/

A series of thoughts, images, or emotions during sleep.

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

EvenadjectiveUS /ˈiːvɪn/

divisible by two

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

everydeterminerUS /ˈevəri/

all the members of a group, with none left out

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

everythingpronounUS /ˈevriθɪŋ/

all things; all of a situation

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

fallverbUS /fɔːl/

descend in free fall under the influence of gravity

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

fortunenounUS /ˈfɔːrtʃən/

an unknown and unpredictable phenomenon that causes an event to result one way rather than another

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

friendlessadjective

excluded from a society

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

greatadjectiveUS /ɡreɪt/

relatively large in size or number or extent; larger than others of its kind

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

happinessnounUS /ˈhæpinəs/

state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

hoursnounUS /ˈaʊərz/

a period of time assigned for work

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

housenounUS /haʊs/

a dwelling that serves as living quarters for one or more families

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

hugverbUS /hʌɡ/

hold (someone) tightly in your arms, usually with fondness

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

isolatedadjectiveUS /ˈaɪsəleɪtəd/

not close together in time

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

joynounUS /dʒɔɪ/

the emotion of great happiness

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

laughternounUS /ˈlæftər/

the sound of laughing

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

leastadjectiveUS /liːst/

the superlative of “little” that can be used with mass nouns and is usually preceded by “the”; a quantifier meaning smallest in amount or extent or degree

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

lifenounUS /laɪf/

a characteristic state or mode of living

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

likeverbUS /laɪk/

prefer or wish to do something

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

longadjectiveUS /lɔːŋ/

primarily temporal sense; being or indicating a relatively great or greater than average duration or passage of time or a duration as specified

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

lovedadjectiveUS /lʌvd/

held dear

From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

Margot

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From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

midstnounUS /mɪdst/

the location of something surrounded by other things

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

mindnounUS /maɪnd/

The element of a person that enables awareness and thought.

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

misanthropynoun

hatred of mankind

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

momentsnounUS /ˈmoʊmənts/

plural of “moment” — a particular point in time

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

moreadjectiveUS /mɔːr/

(comparative of “much” used with mass nouns) a quantifier meaning greater in size or amount or extent or degree

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

nightfallnounUS /ˈnaɪtfɔːl/

the time of day immediately following sunset

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

notenounUS /noʊt/

a brief written record

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

obscuritynounUS /əbsˈkjʊrəti/

the quality of being unclear or abstruse and hard to understand

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

openverbUS /ˈoʊ.pən/

To move from a closed position.

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

others

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From this reading Even in my isolated, friendless condition, I loved to contemplate the happiness of others.

passedverbUS /pæst/

past form of “pass” — go across or through

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

playverbUS /pleɪ/

participate in games or sport

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

pleasantadjectiveUS /ˈplezənt/

affording pleasure; being in harmony with your taste or likings

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

povertynounUS /ˈpɑːvərti/

the state of having little or no money and few or no material possessions

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

powerfuladjectiveUS /ˈpaʊərfəl/

having great power or force or potency or effect

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

pushverbUS /pʊʃ/

move with force

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

realitynounUS /ˌriːˈælətiː/

all of your experiences that determine how things appear to you

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

responsively

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From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

restlessadjectiveUS /ˈrestləs/

worried and uneasy

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

revelrynounUS /ˈrevəlri/

unrestrained merrymaking

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

reversesnounUS /rɪˈvɜːrsɪz/

plural of “revers” — a lapel on a woman's garment; turned back to show the reverse side

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

richadjectiveUS /rɪtʃ/

possessing material wealth

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

scepticismnoun

the disbelief in any claims of ultimate knowledge

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

schoolnounUS /skuːl/

an educational institution

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

seizeverbUS /siːz/

take hold of; grab

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

shieldnounUS /ʃiːld/

a protective covering or structure

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

someadjectiveUS /sʌm/

(quantifier) used with either mass nouns or plural count nouns to indicate an unspecified number or quantity

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

soundsnounUS /saʊndz/

plural of “sound” — the particular auditory effect produced by a given cause

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

spiritnounUS /ˈspɪrət/

the vital principle or animating force within living things

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

stilladjectiveUS /stɪl/

not in physical motion

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

strangeadjectiveUS /streɪndʒ/

being definitely out of the ordinary and unexpected; slightly odd or even a bit weird

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

struggleverbUS /ˈstrʌɡəl/

make a strenuous or labored effort

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

suddenlyadverbUS /ˈsʌdənli/

happening unexpectedly

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

theirdeterminerUS /ðer/

belonging to the people or things already mentioned

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

thenadverbUS /ðen/

subsequently or soon afterward (often used as sentence connectors)

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

throwverbUS /θroʊ/

propel through the air

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

triedadjectiveUS /traɪd/

tested and proved useful or correct

From this reading I tried to school my mind to a misanthropy that might throw me still more upon myself; but I could not.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

watchverbUS /wɑːtʃ/

look attentively

From this reading I could watch children for hours long at their play; and if the sounds of laughter or pleasant revelry came from a house as I passed at nightfall, my heart beat responsively to every note of joy, and in my spirit I was in the midst of them.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

wishverbUS /wɪʃ/

hope for; have a wish

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

worldnounUS /wɜːrld/

everything that exists anywhere

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading At moments a wish would seize me to push my fortune in the world,--to become rich and powerful; and then as suddenly would I fall back upon my poverty as the condition least open to great reverses, and hug myself in the thought that my obscurity was a shield against adverse fortune.

yearsnounUS /jɪrz/

a late time of life

From this reading For some years after the death of Margot, my life was like a restless dream,--a struggle, as it were, between reality and a strange scepticism with everything and every one.

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