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The Elect Lady
The Elect Lady

Chapter XXXVII

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THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.
The friendship of the three was never broken.
I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.
“If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!
I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.
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The Elect Lady

Chapter XXXVII

Reading 1/12 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.
Line 2
The friendship of the three was never broken.
Line 3
I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.
Line 4
“If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!
Line 5
I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Ashamed adjective US /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading “I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.”

BEFORE preposition US /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading “THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.”

Broken noun US /broken/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The friendship of the three was never broken.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading ““If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!”

Let auxiliary verb US /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading ““If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!”

Never noun US /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “The friendship of the three was never broken.”

Those determiner US /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading “I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.”

Upon preposition US /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading “I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading ““If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!”

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Alexa

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.

autumn

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

awake

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

back

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

BEFOREprepositionUS /bɪˈfɔːr/

earlier than; in front of

From this reading THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.

bitterness

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

brokennounUS /broken/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

dark

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

DAWN

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From this reading THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.

eyes

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

friendship

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From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

HOUR

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From this reading THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

lay

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

letauxiliary verbUS /let/

used to make a suggestion or a command including the speaker

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

Lord

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From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

nevernounUS /never/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

night

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

pitied

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From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

pity

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From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

pride

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

renewed

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

say

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

self

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

self-pity

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

self-scorn

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

sorry

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From this reading I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry.

tears

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

THEdeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.

thosedeterminerUS /ðoʊz/

the plural of “that”: the people or things further away, or already known

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

three

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From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!

turned

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From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading The friendship of the three was never broken.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

willmodal verbUS /wɪl/

used to talk about the future, or about willingness

From this reading I will not say that, as she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self, but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of self-pity.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!