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The goddess: a demon

Chapter XVIII · I Am Called

Chapter XVIII of The goddess: a demon, “I Am Called,” is here in full — 158 sentences across 32 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.
Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.
But Hume would have none of it.
Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.
It was Hume.
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The goddess: a demon

Chapter XVIII · I Am Called

Chapter XVIII of The goddess: a demon, “I Am Called,” is here in full — 158 sentences across 32 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/31 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.
/hæd aɪ hæd maɪ weɪ ðæt naɪt mɪs mʊr wʊd hæv sɔːt ə pleɪs ʌv ˈrefjuːdʒ wer ʃiː kʊd hæv leɪn ˈhɪdən tɪl ðə klaʊd pæst ˈoʊvər ənd hɜːr ˌɪnˈteɡrəti wɑːz meɪd klɪr/
Line 2
Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.
/ˈeniθɪŋ tuː maɪ maɪnd wɑːz ˈbetər ðæn ðæt ʃiː ʃʊd rʌn ˈiːvɪn ə ˈmoʊmənteri rɪsk ʌv ə pəˈliːsmənz kənˈtæməneɪtɪŋ hændz/
Line 3
But Hume would have none of it.
/bʌt hjuːm wʊd hæv nʌn ʌv ɪt/
Line 4
Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.
/sʌm wʌn nɑːkt æt ðə dɔːr waɪl aɪ wɑːz ˈsɪtɪŋ ɑːn ðə saɪd ʌv ðə bed ˈwʌndərɪŋ sɪns aɪ hæd feɪld tuː duː ˈmɜːrdər ɪf ˈsuːəsaɪd wɑːz nɑːt ðə nekst best θɪŋ/
Line 5
It was Hume.
/ɪt wɑːz hjuːm/

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contaminating adjective US /kənˈtæməneɪtɪŋ/

spreading pollution or contamination; especially radioactive contamination

From this reading “Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.”

Hume noun US /hjuːm/

Scottish philosopher skeptical philosophy restricted human knowledge to that which can be perceived by the senses (1711-1776)

From this reading “But Hume would have none of it.”

integrity noun US /ˌɪnˈteɡrəti/

an undivided or unbroken completeness or totality with nothing wanting

From this reading “Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.”

lain verb US /leɪn/

inflected form of “lie” — be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading “Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.”

momentary adjective US /ˈmoʊmənteri/

lasting for a markedly brief time

From this reading “Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.”

Moore noun US /mʊr/

United States composer of works noted for their use of the American vernacular (1893-1969)

From this reading “Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.”

policeman's noun US /pəˈliːsmənz/

possessive form of “policeman” — a member of a police force

suicide noun US /ˈsuːəsaɪd/

the act of killing yourself

From this reading “Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.”

Word partnerships in these lines

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Shown as this reading writes them, with the form the library counts, what kind of pairing it is, and how often it occurs.

lain hidden verb + adjective counted as “lie hidden”

In this reading “Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.”

best thing noun + noun

In this reading “Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.”

knocked at verb + particle counted as “knock at”

In this reading “Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.”

passed over verb + particle counted as “pass over”

bypass

In this reading “Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.”

at the door preposition + article + noun counted as “at … door”

In this reading “Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

AnythingpronounUS /ˈeniθɪŋ/

any thing at all

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

bednounUS /bed/

a piece of furniture that provides a place to sleep

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

bestnounUS /best/

the supreme effort one can make

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

betteradjectiveUS /ˈbetər/

(comparative of “good”) superior to another (of the same class or set or kind) in excellence or quality or desirability or suitability; more highly skilled than another

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But Hume would have none of it.

clearverbUS /klɪr/

rid of obstructions

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

cloudverbUS /klaʊd/

make overcast or cloudy

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

contaminatingadjectiveUS /kənˈtæməneɪtɪŋ/

spreading pollution or contamination; especially radioactive contamination

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

doornounUS /dɔːr/

a swinging or sliding barrier that will close the entrance to a room or building or vehicle

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

evenadjectiveUS /ˈiːvɪn/

divisible by two

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

failedverbUS /feɪld/

past form of “fail” — fail to do something; leave something undone

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

Hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

handsnounUS /hændz/

(with “in”) guardianship over; in divorce cases it is the right to house and care for and discipline a child

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

hiddenadjectiveUS /ˈhɪdən/

not accessible to view

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

HumenounUS /hjuːm/

Scottish philosopher skeptical philosophy restricted human knowledge to that which can be perceived by the senses (1711-1776)

From this reading But Hume would have none of it.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

integritynounUS /ˌɪnˈteɡrəti/

an undivided or unbroken completeness or totality with nothing wanting

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading But Hume would have none of it.

knockedverbUS /nɑːkt/

past form of “knock” — deliver a sharp blow or push

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

lainverbUS /leɪn/

inflected form of “lie” — be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

madeadjectiveUS /meɪd/

produced by a manufacturing process

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

mindnounUS /maɪnd/

The element of a person that enables awareness and thought.

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

MissverbUS /mɪs/

fail to perceive or to catch with the senses or the mind

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

momentaryadjectiveUS /ˈmoʊmənteri/

lasting for a markedly brief time

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

MoorenounUS /mʊr/

United States composer of works noted for their use of the American vernacular (1893-1969)

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

murderverbUS /ˈmɜːrdər/

kill intentionally and with premeditation

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

nextadjectiveUS /nekst/

immediately following in time or order

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

nightnounUS /naɪt/

the time after sunset and before sunrise while it is dark outside

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

nonepronounUS /nʌn/

not one, and not any

From this reading But Hume would have none of it.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

overprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

passedverbUS /pæst/

past form of “pass” — go across or through

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

placenounUS /pleɪs/

a point located with respect to surface features of some region

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

policeman'snounUS /pəˈliːsmənz/

possessive form of “policeman” — a member of a police force

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

refugenounUS /ˈrefjuːdʒ/

a safe place

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

risknounUS /rɪsk/

a source of danger; a possibility of incurring loss or misfortune

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

runverbUS /rʌn/

move fast by using one's feet, with one foot off the ground at any given time

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

sidenounUS /saɪd/

a place within a region identified relative to a center or reference location

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

sinceprepositionUS /sɪns/

from a time in the past until now

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

sittingnounUS /ˈsɪtɪŋ/

(photography) the act of assuming a certain position (as for a photograph or portrait)

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

SomeadjectiveUS /sʌm/

(quantifier) used with either mass nouns or plural count nouns to indicate an unspecified number or quantity

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

soughtadjectiveUS /sɔːt/

that is looked for

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

suicidenounUS /ˈsuːəsaɪd/

the act of killing yourself

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

thingnounUS /θɪŋ/

a special situation

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

tillprepositionUS /tɪl/

up to a particular time

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Anything, to my mind, was better than that she should run even a momentary risk of a policeman’s contaminating hands.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

waynounUS /weɪ/

how something is done or how it happens

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

whereconjunctionUS /wer/

in or at the place that

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

whileconjunctionUS /waɪl/

during the time that

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

wonderingadjectiveUS /ˈwʌndərɪŋ/

showing curiosity

From this reading Some one knocked at the door, while I was sitting on the side of the bed, wondering, since I had failed to do murder, if suicide was not the next best thing.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading Had I had my way, that night, Miss Moore would have sought a place of refuge, where she could have lain hidden till the cloud passed over and her integrity was made clear.

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