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The Gray Dawn

Chapter XVIII · Chapter 18

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"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.
She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.
But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.
"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.
And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.
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The Gray Dawn

Chapter XVIII · Chapter 18

Chapter 18 of The Gray Dawn is here in full — 405 sentences across 81 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/81 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.
/hiː noʊ ˈlɔːŋɡər lʌvz miː ʃiː sed tuː hərˈself ɪn ðɪs ˈaʊər ʌv pleɪn ˈθɪŋkɪŋ/
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She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.
Line 3
But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.
/bʌt hɜːr nekst θɔːt wɑːz nɑːt ʌv hərˈself bʌt ʌv hɪm ənd ðə ˌsɪtʃuːˈeɪʃən ɪn wɪtʃ hiː wɑːz ˈwɜːrkɪŋ aʊt hɪz ˈdestəni/
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"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.
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And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

Learner Dictionary

These definitions explain words found in the current reading and keep every example grounded in its original sentence.

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, and audio.

aroused adjective US /ərˈaʊzd/

aroused to action

From this reading “"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.”

depths noun US /depθs/

(plural) the deepest and most remote part

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

destiny noun US /ˈdestəni/

an event (or a course of events) that will inevitably happen in the future

From this reading “But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.”

faced adjective US /feɪst/

having a face or facing especially of a specified kind or number; often used in combination

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

guns noun US /ɡʌnz/

plural of “gun” — a weapon that discharges a missile at high velocity (especially from a metal tube or barrel)

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

intellect noun US /ˈɪntəlekt/

knowledge and intellectual ability

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

relentlessly adverb US /rɪˈlentləsli/

in a relentless manner

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

squarely adverb US /ˈskwerli/

directly and without evasion; not roundabout

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

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afternoonnounUS /ˌæftərˈnuːn/

the part of the day between noon and evening

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

aidnounUS /eɪd/

a person or thing that is a resource that helps make something easier or possible to do

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

amidprepositionUS /əˈmɪd/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

arousedadjectiveUS /ərˈaʊzd/

aroused to action

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

askedverbUS /æskt/

past form of “ask” — make a request or demand for something to somebody

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

bestnounUS /best/

the supreme effort one can make

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

comeverbUS /kʌm/

move toward, travel toward something or somebody or approach something or somebody

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

depthsnounUS /depθs/

(plural) the deepest and most remote part

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

destinynounUS /ˈdestəni/

an event (or a course of events) that will inevitably happen in the future

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

diedverbUS /daɪd/

past form of “die” — pass from physical life and lose all bodily attributes and functions necessary to sustain life

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

facedadjectiveUS /feɪst/

having a face or facing especially of a specified kind or number; often used in combination

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

gunsnounUS /ɡʌnz/

plural of “gun” — a weapon that discharges a missile at high velocity (especially from a metal tube or barrel)

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

HepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

heartnounUS /hɑːrt/

the locus of feelings and intuitions

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

helpverbUS /help/

give help or assistance; be of service

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

hournounUS /ˈaʊər/

a period of time equal to 1/24th of a day

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

intellectnounUS /ˈɪntəlekt/

knowledge and intellectual ability

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

longeradverbUS /ˈlɔːŋɡər/

for more time

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

lovedadjectiveUS /lʌvd/

held dear

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

lovesnounUS /lʌvz/

plural of “love” — a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

muchadverbUS /mʌtʃ/

to a great degree or extent

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

nextadjectiveUS /nekst/

immediately following in time or order

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

onlyadverbUS /ˈoʊnli/

and nothing more

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

outadjectiveUS /aʊt/

not allowed to continue to bat or run

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

plainadjectiveUS /pleɪn/

clearly revealed to the mind or the senses or judgment

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

pointedadjectiveUS /ˈpɔɪntɪd/

having a point

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

realitynounUS /ˌriːˈælətiː/

all of your experiences that determine how things appear to you

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

relentlesslyadverbUS /rɪˈlentləsli/

in a relentless manner

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

saidadjectiveUS /sed/

being the one previously mentioned or spoken of

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

sankverbUS /sæŋk/

inflected form of “sink” — fall or descend to a lower place or level

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

self-effacementnoun

withdrawing into the background; making yourself inconspicuous

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

showedverbUS /ʃoʊd/

past form of “show” — give an exhibition of to an interested audience

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

sidenounUS /saɪd/

a place within a region identified relative to a center or reference location

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

sightnounUS /saɪt/

an instance of visual perception

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

situationnounUS /ˌsɪtʃuːˈeɪʃən/

the general state of things; the combination of circumstances at a given time

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

spiritnounUS /ˈspɪrət/

the vital principle or animating force within living things

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

squarelyadverbUS /ˈskwerli/

directly and without evasion; not roundabout

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

standingadjectiveUS /ˈstændɪŋ/

having a supporting base

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

stilladjectiveUS /stɪl/

not in physical motion

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thinkingnounUS /ˈθɪŋkɪŋ/

the process of using your mind to consider something carefully

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

toldverbUS /toʊld/

inflected form of “tell” — express in words

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

workingadjectiveUS /ˈwɜːrkɪŋ/

actively engaged in paid work

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

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