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The Gray Dawn
The Gray Dawn

Chapter XVIII

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"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.
She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.
But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.
"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.
And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.
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The Gray Dawn

Chapter XVIII

Reading 1/81 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.
Line 2
She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.
Line 3
But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.
Line 4
"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.
Line 5
And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Afternoon noun US /ˈafternoon/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

Amid preposition US /əˈmɪd/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

Asked noun US /asked/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

Help noun US /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.”

Herself pronoun US /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading “"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.”

Next noun US /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.”

One pronoun US /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

Standing noun US /ˈstanding/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

Still noun US /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

Thinking noun US /thinking/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.”

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afternoonnounUS /ˈafternoon/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

aid

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

amidprepositionUS /əˈmɪd/

in the middle of; surrounded by

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

aroused

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From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

askednounUS /asked/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

best

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From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

depths

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

destiny

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From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

died

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From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

faced

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

guns

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

HepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

heart

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

helpnounUS /help/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

hour

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From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

how

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

intellect

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

longer

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From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

loved

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

loves

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From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

much

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

nextnounUS /next/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

only

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

out

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From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

plain

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From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

pointed

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

reality

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From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

relentlessly

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

said

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From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

sank

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

self-effacement

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

showed

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From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

side

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From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

sight

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From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

situation

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From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

spirit

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "How can I best help?" she asked herself, which showed that the spirit aroused in her that afternoon had not in reality died.

squarely

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

standingnounUS /ˈstanding/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.

stillnounUS /still/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

thinkingnounUS /thinking/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "He no longer loves me!" she said to herself, in this hour of plain thinking.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading She faced it squarely; and her heart sank to the depths; for she still loved him, and the sight of him that afternoon amid the guns had told her how much.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

working

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From this reading But her next thought was not of herself, but of him, and the situation in which, he was working out his destiny.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading And her intellect relentlessly pointed out to her that her only aid would come from her self-effacement, her standing one side.