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The mill of silence

Chapter XXXVI · An Attempt and a Failure

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For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.
Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.
I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!
He never did it!”
That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”
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The mill of silence

Chapter XXXVI · An Attempt and a Failure

Chapter XXXVI of The mill of silence, “An Attempt and a Failure,” is here in full — 261 sentences across 53 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

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For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.
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Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.
/ðen aɪ ɡlænst æt ðə ˈkwaɪət feɪs ɑːn ðə ˈpɪloʊ ənd bæk əˈɡen tuː ðə ˈtæblət aɪ held ɪn maɪ hænd/
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I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!
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He never did it!”
/hiː ˈnevər dɪd ɪt/
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That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

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breathless adjective US /ˈbreθləs/

not breathing or able to breathe except with difficulty

From this reading “For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.”

damning adjective US /ˈdæmɪŋ/

threatening with damnation

From this reading “For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.”

disease noun US /dɪˈziːz/

an impairment of health or a condition of abnormal functioning

From this reading “I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!”

overwhelming adjective US /ˌoʊvərˈwelmɪŋ/

so strong as to be irresistible

From this reading “That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?””

pillow noun US /ˈpɪloʊ/

a cushion to support the head of a sleeping person

From this reading “Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.”

stanch verb US /stæntʃ/

stop the flow of a liquid

From this reading “I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!”

supreme adjective US /səˈpriːm/

final or last in your life or progress

From this reading “I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!”

tablet noun US /ˈtæblət/

a slab of stone or wood suitable for bearing an inscription

From this reading “Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.”

Word partnerships in these lines

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supreme moment adjective + noun

In this reading “I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!”

glanced at verb + particle counted as “glance at”

In this reading “Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.”

stood gazing verb + noun counted as “stood gaze”

In this reading “For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.”

poor soul adjective + noun

In this reading “That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?””

on the pillow preposition + article + noun counted as “on … pillow”

In this reading “Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.”

For a minute preposition + article + noun counted as “for … minute”

In this reading “For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.”

upon the bed preposition + article + noun counted as “upon … bed”

In this reading “That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?””

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

againadverbUS /əˈɡen/

anew

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

almostadverbUS /ˈɔːlmoʊst/

(of actions or states) slightly short of or not quite accomplished; all but

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

backadverbUS /bæk/

in or to or toward a former location

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

bednounUS /bed/

a piece of furniture that provides a place to sleep

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

bornadjectiveUS /bɔːrn/

brought into existence

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

breathlessadjectiveUS /ˈbreθləs/

not breathing or able to breathe except with difficulty

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

callverbUS /kɔːl/

assign a specified (usually proper) proper name to

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

criedverbUS /kraɪd/

inflected form of “cry” — utter a sudden loud cry

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

damningadjectiveUS /ˈdæmɪŋ/

threatening with damnation

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

dashedadjectiveUS /dæʃt/

having gaps or spaces

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

defendverbUS /dɪˈfend/

argue or speak in defense of

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

didauxiliary verbUS /dɪd/

the past form of “do”, used in questions and negatives

From this reading He never did it!”

diseasenounUS /dɪˈziːz/

an impairment of health or a condition of abnormal functioning

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

downadjectiveUS /daʊn/

being or moving lower in position or less in some value

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

facenounUS /feɪs/

the front of the human head from the forehead to the chin and ear to ear

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

gazingverbUS /ˈɡeɪzɪŋ/

-ing form of “gaze” — look at with fixed eyes

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

gladadjectiveUS /ɡlæd/

showing or causing joy and pleasure; especially made happy

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

glancedverbUS /ɡlænst/

past form of “glance” — throw a glance at; take a brief look at

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

handnounUS /hænd/

the (prehensile) extremity of the superior limb

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

HepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading He never did it!”

heldadjectiveUS /held/

occupied or in the control of; often used in combination

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

himselfpronounUS /hɪmˈself/

used when the man or boy doing the action is also its object

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

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From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

knowverbUS /noʊ/

be cognizant or aware of a fact or a specific piece of information; possess knowledge or information about

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

lieverbUS /laɪ/

be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

littleadjectiveUS /ˈlɪtəl/

limited or below average in number or quantity or magnitude or extent

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

maymodal verbUS /meɪ/

used to say something is possible, or to give permission

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

minepronounUS /maɪn/

the one or ones belonging to the person speaking

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

minutenounUS /ˈmɪnət/

a unit of time equal to 60 seconds or 1/60th of an hour

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

momentnounUS /ˈmoʊmənt/

a particular point in time

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

moreadjectiveUS /mɔːr/

(comparative of “much” used with mass nouns) a quantifier meaning greater in size or amount or extent or degree

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

neveradverbUS /ˈnevər/

not ever; at no time in the past or future

From this reading He never did it!”

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

onepronounUS /wʌn/

used to mean any person in general, including the speaker

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

overwhelmingadjectiveUS /ˌoʊvərˈwelmɪŋ/

so strong as to be irresistible

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

pillownounUS /ˈpɪloʊ/

a cushion to support the head of a sleeping person

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

pooradjectiveUS /puːr/

deserving or inciting pity

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

pridenounUS /praɪd/

a feeling of self-respect and personal worth

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

proudadjectiveUS /praʊd/

feeling self-respect or pleasure in something by which you measure your self-worth; or being a reason for pride

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

quietadjectiveUS /ˈkwaɪət/

characterized by an absence or near absence of agitation or activity

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

soulnounUS /soʊl/

the immaterial part of a person; the actuating cause of an individual life

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

stanchverbUS /stæntʃ/

stop the flow of a liquid

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

stoodverbUS /stʊd/

Maintained an upright posture.

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

supremeadjectiveUS /səˈpriːm/

final or last in your life or progress

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

tabletnounUS /ˈtæblət/

a slab of stone or wood suitable for bearing an inscription

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading I am glad to know--proud, in the little pride I may call mine--that at that supreme moment I stood stanch; that I cried to myself: “It is a lie, born of his disease!

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

ThenadverbUS /ðen/

subsequently or soon afterward (often used as sentence connectors)

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

thoughtnounUS /θɔːt/

the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Then I glanced at the quiet face on the pillow and back again to the tablet I held in my hand.

unmovingadjective

not in motion

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

uponprepositionUS /əˈpɑːn/

a formal word for “on”

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading That I dashed the tablet back upon the bed and that my one overwhelming thought was: “How may I defend this poor soul from himself?”

wordsnounUS /wɜːrdz/

the words that are spoken

From this reading For a minute or more I must have stood gazing down on the damning words, unmoving, breathless almost.

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