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The mill of silence

Chapter XXXVIII · Alone

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About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.
I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.
A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.
I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.
I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!
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The mill of silence

Chapter XXXVIII · Alone

Chapter XXXVIII of The mill of silence, “Alone,” is here in full — 279 sentences across 56 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/55 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.
Line 2
I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.
/aɪ wɑːz baɪ hɪz saɪd ɪn ə ˈmoʊmənt ənd ˈlɪftəd hɪm ʌp æz hiː ˈsɪɡnəfaɪd aɪ ʃʊd duː/
Line 3
A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.
/ə ˈmɔːrtəl ˈwaɪtnəs wɑːz ɪn hɪz feɪs ənd aɪ sɔː ðə end wɑːz əˈproʊtʃɪŋ/
Line 4
I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.
/aɪ hæv noʊ fɪr hiː sed ɪn ə sɔːrt ʌv sɪk ˈekstəsi/
Line 5
I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!
/aɪ kæn biː truː tuː ˌmaɪˈself æt ðə læst θæŋk ɡɑːd/

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bordering verb US /ˈbɔːrdərɪŋ/

-ing form of “border” — extend on all sides of simultaneously; encircle

From this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

breathing noun US /ˈbriːðɪŋ/

the bodily process of inhalation and exhalation; the process of taking in oxygen from inhaled air and releasing carbon dioxide by exhalation

From this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

ecstasy noun US /ˈekstəsi/

a state of being carried away by overwhelming emotion

From this reading ““I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.”

harsh adjective US /hɑːrʃ/

unpleasantly stern

From this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

lain verb US /leɪn/

inflected form of “lie” — be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

signified noun US /ˈsɪɡnəfaɪd/

the meaning of a word or expression; the way in which a word or expression or situation can be interpreted

From this reading “I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.”

stupor noun US /ˈstuːpər/

the feeling of distress and disbelief that you have when something bad happens accidentally

From this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

whiteness noun US /ˈwaɪtnəs/

the quality or state of the achromatic color of greatest lightness (bearing the least resemblance to black)

From this reading “A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.”

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state bordering noun + noun counted as “state border”

In this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

some hours adjective + noun

In this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

in a state preposition + article + noun counted as “in … state”

In this reading “About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.”

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From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

AboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

afternoonnounUS /ˌæftərˈnuːn/

the part of the day between noon and evening

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

approachingnounUS /əˈproʊtʃɪŋ/

the event of one object coming closer to another

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

becomeverbUS /bɪˈkʌm/

enter or assume a certain state or condition

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

bednounUS /bed/

a piece of furniture that provides a place to sleep

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

borderingverbUS /ˈbɔːrdərɪŋ/

-ing form of “border” — extend on all sides of simultaneously; encircle

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

breathingnounUS /ˈbriːðɪŋ/

the bodily process of inhalation and exhalation; the process of taking in oxygen from inhaled air and releasing carbon dioxide by exhalation

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

byprepositionUS /baɪ/

showing who or what does the action

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

calledverbUS /kɔːld/

past form of “call” — assign a specified (usually proper) proper name to

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

difficultadjectiveUS /ˈdɪfəkəlt/

not easy; requiring great physical or mental effort to accomplish or comprehend or endure

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

doauxiliary verbUS /duː/

used to form questions and negatives, and to give emphasis

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

ecstasynounUS /ˈekstəsi/

a state of being carried away by overwhelming emotion

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

endnounUS /end/

either extremity of something that has length

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

facenounUS /feɪs/

the front of the human head from the forehead to the chin and ear to ear

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

fathernounUS /ˈfɑːðər/

a male parent (also used as a term of address to your father)

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

fearverbUS /fɪr/

be afraid or feel anxious or apprehensive about a possible or probable situation or event

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

GodnounUS /ɡɑːd/

the supernatural being conceived as the perfect and omnipotent and omniscient originator and ruler of the universe; the object of worship in monotheistic religions

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

harshadjectiveUS /hɑːrʃ/

unpleasantly stern

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

hoursnounUS /ˈaʊərz/

a period of time assigned for work

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

lainverbUS /leɪn/

inflected form of “lie” — be located or situated somewhere; occupy a certain position

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

lastadjectiveUS /læst/

immediately past

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

latterlyadverb

in the recent past

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

liftedadjectiveUS /ˈlɪftəd/

held up in the air

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

momentnounUS /ˈmoʊmənt/

a particular point in time

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

mortaladjectiveUS /ˈmɔːrtəl/

subject to death

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

rosenounUS /roʊz/

any of many shrubs of the genus Rosa that bear roses

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

saidadjectiveUS /sed/

being the one previously mentioned or spoken of

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

sawverbUS /sɔː/

cut with a saw

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

sickadjectiveUS /sɪk/

affected by an impairment of normal physical or mental function

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

sidenounUS /saɪd/

a place within a region identified relative to a center or reference location

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

signifiednounUS /ˈsɪɡnəfaɪd/

the meaning of a word or expression; the way in which a word or expression or situation can be interpreted

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

someadjectiveUS /sʌm/

(quantifier) used with either mass nouns or plural count nouns to indicate an unspecified number or quantity

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

sortnounUS /sɔːrt/

a category of things distinguished by some common characteristic or quality

From this reading “I have no fear,” he said, in a sort of sick ecstasy.

statenounUS /steɪt/

the territory occupied by one of the constituent administrative districts of a nation

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

strongadjectiveUS /strɔːŋ/

having strength or power greater than average or expected

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

stupornounUS /ˈstuːpər/

the feeling of distress and disbelief that you have when something bad happens accidentally

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

suddenlyadverbUS /ˈsʌdənli/

happening unexpectedly

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

thankverbUS /θæŋk/

express gratitude or show appreciation to

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

trueadjectiveUS /truː/

consistent with fact or reality; not false

From this reading “I can be true to myself at the last, thank God!

upadjectiveUS /ʌp/

being or moving higher in position or greater in some value; being above a former position or level

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

voicenounUS /vɔɪs/

the distinctive quality or pitch or condition of a person's speech

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading I was by his side in a moment and lifted him up as he signified I should do.

whitenessnounUS /ˈwaɪtnəs/

the quality or state of the achromatic color of greatest lightness (bearing the least resemblance to black)

From this reading A mortal whiteness was in his face and I saw the end was approaching.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

whosedeterminerUS /huːz/

belonging to which person

From this reading About 4 of the afternoon my father, who had lain for some hours in a state bordering on stupor, and whose breathing had latterly become harsh and difficult, rose suddenly in his bed and called to me in a strong voice.

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