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The Rise of Silas Lapham
The Rise of Silas Lapham

Chapter XXXI

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"Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.
I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.
But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.
His mother hastened to comfort him.
"I know--I know.
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The Rise of Silas Lapham

Chapter XXXI

Reading 1/43 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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"Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.
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I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.
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But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.
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His mother hastened to comfort him.
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"I know--I know.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Ashamed adjective US /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “"Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.”

Entirely noun US /ˈentirely/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.”

First noun US /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Good noun US /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Know noun US /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"I know--I know.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.”

Quite noun US /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Right noun US /right/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Think noun US /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Towards preposition US /təˈwɔːrdz/

in the direction of

From this reading “I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.”

Understand noun US /understand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “"Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

affair

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

all

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

appeared

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

asconjunctionUS /æz/

at the same time that; because; in the way that

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

ashamedadjectiveUS /əˈʃeɪmd/

feeling guilt or embarrassment after doing something that causes embarrassment

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

assure

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From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

brother

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

ButconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

came

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

comfort

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From this reading His mother hastened to comfort him.

consider

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

considering

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

couldn't

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

entirelynounUS /ˈentirely/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

EvennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

family

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

feelings

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

firstnounUS /first/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

goodnounUS /good/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

hastened

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From this reading His mother hastened to comfort him.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

haven't

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From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

hesitating

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading His mother hastened to comfort him.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

I'm

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

ifconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

indifferent

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

kept

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

knownounUS /know/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "I know--I know.

love

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

mother

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From this reading His mother hastened to comfort him.

much

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

others

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

quitenounUS /quite/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

rightnounUS /right/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

sisters

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

son

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From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

supposed

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

thempronounUS /ðem/

the people or things already mentioned, as the object

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

theypronounUS /ðeɪ/

the people, animals, or things already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

thinknounUS /think/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

towardsprepositionUS /təˈwɔːrdz/

in the direction of

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

tried

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

understandnounUS /understand/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

wasn't

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From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

way

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I have tried to consider them from the first, and it kept me hesitating in a way that I'm ashamed to think of; for it wasn't quite right towards--others.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

Yes

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From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

yield

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

yielded

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading But your feelings and my sisters' have been in my mind, and if I couldn't yield to what I supposed they must be, entirely----" Even so good a son and brother as this, when it came to his love affair, appeared to think that he had yielded much in considering the feelings of his family at all.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading "Yes, I understand that, and I can assure you that I haven't been indifferent to your feelings.