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The Rudder Grangers Abroad and Other Stories
The Rudder Grangers Abroad and Other Stories

Chapter IV

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Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.
I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.
And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.
I should have told her that I loved her.
Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.
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The Rudder Grangers Abroad and Other Stories

Chapter IV

Reading 1/89 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.
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I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.
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And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.
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I should have told her that I loved her.
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Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

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Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Again noun US /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Bitterly adverb US /ˈbɪtərli/

in a way that shows deep pain or grief

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Done noun US /done/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.”

Even noun US /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Over preposition US /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Something pronoun US /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading “I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.”

Told noun US /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

Whether conjunction US /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading “Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.”

Without preposition US /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading “Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

againnounUS /again/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

aid

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

Bertha

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

Bertha's

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From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

bitterlyadverbUS /ˈbɪtərli/

in a way that shows deep pain or grief

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

bore

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

bothdeterminerUS /boʊθ/

the two together, not just one

From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

converse

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

danger

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

difficulties

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

donenounUS /done/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.

endeavored

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From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

enough

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

evennounUS /even/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

heart

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From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading I should have told her that I loved her.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

impossible

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From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

known

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From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

launched

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From this reading I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.

lost

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From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

loved

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From this reading I should have told her that I loved her.

Mary

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

matter

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

more

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From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

near

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

Nugent

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

orconjunctionUS /ɔːr/

used to join alternatives or possibilities

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

OverprepositionUS /ˈoʊvər/

above and across; more than

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

Phillips

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

raft

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From this reading I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.

reach

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

somethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.

speaking-trumpet

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From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

steamer

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

swim

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading I should have launched a raft--I should have tried to swim--I should have done something.

thanconjunctionUS /ðæn/

used to introduce the second part of a comparison

From this reading And more than that, even had it been impossible for me to reach the steamer, I should have endeavored to reach Bertha's heart.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

toldnounUS /told/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

tried

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

vessel

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

WhetherconjunctionUS /ˈweðər/

used to introduce two or more possibilities

From this reading Whether she were lost or I were lost, or both of us, she should have known I loved her.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.

withoutprepositionUS /wɪˈθaʊt/

not having, not using, or not accompanied by

From this reading Over and over again I told myself bitterly, that when I had been near enough to the vessel which bore Bertha Nugent to converse with Mary Phillips without the aid of a speaking-trumpet, I should have tried to reach that vessel, no matter what the danger or the difficulties.