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The Torch Bearer

Chapter III · Chapter 3

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The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.
For a while this was acute and painful.
She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.
"I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.
"I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"
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The Torch Bearer

Chapter III · Chapter 3

Chapter 3 of The Torch Bearer is here in full — 180 sentences across 36 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/36 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.
Line 2
For a while this was acute and painful.
/fɔːr ə waɪl ðɪs wɑːz əˈkjuːt ənd ˈpeɪnfəl/
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She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.
/ʃiː wɑːz ˈɔːlweɪz əˈfreɪd ʌv ˈfaɪndɪŋ hərˈself kwaɪt ˌʌnɪnˈtenʃənəli ˌɪnˈvɑːlvd ɪn ə ˈlæbərɪnθ ʌv ənˈtruːθ ənd hɜːr ˈkɑːnʃəns wɪtʃ ˈpæʃənətli rɪˈdʒektɪd ˈeni dɪˈsɑːnəsti ðæt ɪt pərˈsiːvd wɑːz kənˈtɪnjuːəli ˈɑːkjəpaɪd ɪn ˈænəlaɪzɪŋ hɜːr ɪˈmoʊʃənz ənd ˈɪmpəlsɪz hɜːr moʊst ˈɡaɪlləs θɔːts ənd hɜːr ˈsɪmpləst ˈækʃənz/
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"I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.
/aɪ æm ˈnætʃərəli ə ˈlaɪər ʃiː toʊld hərˈself ˈsɔːləmli/
Line 5
"I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

Learner Dictionary

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analyzing verb US /ˈænəlaɪzɪŋ/

-ing form of “analyze” — consider in detail and subject to an analysis in order to discover essential features or meaning

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

dishonesty noun US /dɪˈsɑːnəsti/

the quality of being dishonest

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

guileless adjective US /ˈɡaɪlləs/

free of deceit

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

inconsistencies noun US /ˌɪŋˈkɑːnsɪstensiz/

plural of “inconsistency” — the relation between propositions that cannot both be true at the same time

From this reading “The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.”

labyrinth noun US /ˈlæbərɪnθ/

complex system of paths or tunnels in which it is easy to get lost

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

self-consciousness noun US /ˌselfˈkɑːnʃəsnəs/

embarrassment deriving from the feeling that others are critically aware of you

From this reading “The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.”

unintentionally adverb US /ˌʌnɪnˈtenʃənəli/

without intention; in an unintentional manner

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

untruth noun US /ənˈtruːθ/

a false statement

From this reading “She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

actionsnounUS /ˈækʃənz/

plural of “action” — something done (usually as opposed to something said)

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

acuteadjectiveUS /əˈkjuːt/

having or experiencing a rapid onset and short but severe course

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

afraidadjectiveUS /əˈfreɪd/

filled with fear or apprehension

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

alladjectiveUS /ɔːl/

(quantifier) used with either mass or count nouns to indicate the whole number or amount of or every one of a class

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

alwaysadverbUS /ˈɔːlweɪz/

at all times; all the time and on every occasion

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

amauxiliary verbUS /æm/

the form of “be” used with “I”

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

analyzingverbUS /ˈænəlaɪzɪŋ/

-ing form of “analyze” — consider in detail and subject to an analysis in order to discover essential features or meaning

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

anyadjectiveUS /ˈeni/

one or some or every or all without specification

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

becauseconjunctionUS /bɪˈkɔːz/

for the reason that

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

beginningnounUS /bɪˈɡɪnɪŋ/

the event consisting of the start of something

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

consciencenounUS /ˈkɑːnʃəns/

motivation deriving logically from ethical or moral principles that govern a person's thoughts and actions

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

continuallyadverbUS /kənˈtɪnjuːəli/

seemingly without interruption

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

dishonestynounUS /dɪˈsɑːnəsti/

the quality of being dishonest

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

emotionsnounUS /ɪˈmoʊʃənz/

plural of “emotion” — any strong feeling

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

findingnounUS /ˈfaɪndɪŋ/

the act of determining the properties of something, usually by research or calculation

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

ForprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

guilelessadjectiveUS /ˈɡaɪlləs/

free of deceit

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

herdeterminerUS /hɜːr/

belonging to a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

herselfpronounUS /hərˈself/

used when the woman or girl doing the action is also its object

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

impulsesnounUS /ˈɪmpəlsɪz/

plural of “impulse” — an instinctive motive

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

inconsistenciesnounUS /ˌɪŋˈkɑːnsɪstensiz/

plural of “inconsistency” — the relation between propositions that cannot both be true at the same time

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

involvedadjectiveUS /ˌɪnˈvɑːlvd/

connected by participation or association or use

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

inwardadjectiveUS /ˈɪnwərd/

relating to or existing in the mind or thoughts

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

labyrinthnounUS /ˈlæbərɪnθ/

complex system of paths or tunnels in which it is easy to get lost

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

liarnounUS /ˈlaɪər/

a person who has lied or who lies repeatedly

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

markedadjectiveUS /mɑːrkt/

strongly marked; easily noticeable

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

momentnounUS /ˈmoʊmənt/

a particular point in time

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

mostadverbUS /moʊst/

used to form the superlative

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

naturallyadverbUS /ˈnætʃərəli/

as might be expected

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

occupiedadjectiveUS /ˈɑːkjəpaɪd/

held or filled or in use

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

ownverbUS /oʊn/

have ownership or possession of

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

painfuladjectiveUS /ˈpeɪnfəl/

causing physical or psychological pain

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

passionatelyadverbUS /ˈpæʃənətli/

with passion

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

perceivedadjectiveUS /pərˈsiːvd/

detected by instinct or inference rather than by recognized perceptual cues

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

quiteadverbUS /kwaɪt/

to a degree (not used with a negative)

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

rejectedadjectiveUS /rɪˈdʒektɪd/

rebuffed (by a lover) without warning

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

self-consciousnessnounUS /ˌselfˈkɑːnʃəsnəs/

embarrassment deriving from the feeling that others are critically aware of you

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

ShepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

Sheila

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From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

simplestadjectiveUS /ˈsɪmpləst/

superlative of “simple” — having few parts; not complex or complicated or involved

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

solemnlyadverbUS /ˈsɔːləmli/

in a grave and sedate manner

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

terrifyingadjectiveUS /ˈterəfaɪɪŋ/

causing extreme terror

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

ThedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

thoughtsnounUS /θɔːts/

plural of “thought” — the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

timenounUS /taɪm/

an instance or single occasion for some event

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

toldverbUS /toʊld/

inflected form of “tell” — express in words

From this reading "I am naturally a liar," she told herself solemnly.

unintentionallyadverbUS /ˌʌnɪnˈtenʃənəli/

without intention; in an unintentional manner

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

untruthnounUS /ənˈtruːθ/

a false statement

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

visionnounUS /ˈvɪʒən/

a vivid mental image

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

watchverbUS /wɑːtʃ/

look attentively

From this reading "I must watch myself all the time--because I am naturally a liar!"

whenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading The moment when Sheila had that terrifying inward vision of her own inconsistencies marked the beginning of her self-consciousness.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading She was always afraid of finding herself, quite unintentionally, involved in a labyrinth of untruth, and her conscience, which passionately rejected any dishonesty that it perceived, was continually occupied in analyzing her emotions and impulses, her most guileless thoughts and her simplest actions.

whileconjunctionUS /waɪl/

during the time that

From this reading For a while this was acute and painful.

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