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Under the Red Robe
Under the Red Robe

Chapter XI · The Arrest

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It had come, and I saw no way of escape.
The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.
And I found no words.
A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.
But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.
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Under the Red Robe

Chapter XI · The Arrest

Reading 1/82 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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It had come, and I saw no way of escape.
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The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.
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And I found no words.
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A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.
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But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.

Learner Dictionary

Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

Alone noun US /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Between preposition US /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading “The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.”

Come noun US /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “It had come, and I saw no way of escape.”

Could modal verb US /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading “The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.”

Found noun US /found/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “And I found no words.”

Here noun US /here/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.”

Mind noun US /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Myself pronoun US /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Nothing pronoun US /ˈnʌθɪŋ/

not one thing; not anything

From this reading “But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.”

Part noun US /part/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.”

Score noun US /score/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Secret noun US /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Something pronoun US /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Take noun US /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Thought noun US /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Took noun US /took/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

Would modal verb US /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading “A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.”

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AdeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

act

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

alonenounUS /alone/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

always

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

anticipation

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

betweenprepositionUS /bɪˈtwiːn/

in the space, time, or range separating two things

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

comenounUS /come/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

couldmodal verbUS /kʊd/

the past of “can”; used for possibility or polite requests

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

disclosure

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

escape

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From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

foundnounUS /found/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading And I found no words.

fromprepositionUS /frʌm/

showing where something starts, or who sent it

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

hadauxiliary verbUS /hæd/

the past form of “have”, used to form the past perfect

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

herenounUS /here/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.

himpronounUS /hɪm/

the male already mentioned, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

how

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

ItpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

listened

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

Mademoiselle

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

mindnounUS /mind/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

mydeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

nodeterminerUS /noʊ/

not any; not one

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

nothingpronounUS /ˈnʌθɪŋ/

not one thing; not anything

From this reading But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

onprepositionUS /ɑːn/

touching and supported by a surface

From this reading But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.

partnounUS /part/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading But here--here was no voluntary act on my part, no privacy, nothing but shame.

privacy

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

reveal

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

saw

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

say

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

scorenounUS /score/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

secretnounUS /ˈsiː.krət/

Something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others.

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

sergeant

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From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

shame

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

shepronounUS /ʃiː/

a woman, girl, or female animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

shrinking

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

somethingpronounUS /ˈsʌmθɪŋ/

a thing, without saying which

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

strike

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From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

takenounUS /take/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

ThedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

there

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

thisdeterminerUS /ðɪs/

used for a person or thing that is near, or that has just been mentioned

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

thoughtnounUS /thought/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

times

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

tooknounUS /took/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

unmasked

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

uspronounUS /ʌs/

the speaker and others, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

voluntariness

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

voluntary

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From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading The sergeant was between us and I could not strike him.

way

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From this reading It had come, and I saw no way of escape.

whatpronounUS /wʌt/

used to ask for information about something

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.

words

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From this reading And I found no words.

wouldmodal verbUS /wʊd/

used for something imagined, polite, or habitual in the past

From this reading A score of times I had thought with shrinking how I should reveal my secret to Mademoiselle--what I should say, and how she would take it; but in my mind it had been always a voluntary act, this disclosure, it had been always I who unmasked myself and she who listened--alone; and in this voluntariness and this privacy there had been something which took from the shame of anticipation.