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Willing to Die: A Novel

Chapter XVII

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MY BOUQUET.
I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.
The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.
I hardly knew myself.
I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.
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Willing to Die: A Novel

Chapter XVII

Chapter 17 of Willing to Die: A Novel is here in full — 191 sentences across 39 reading sections, with audio for every sentence and word.

Reading 1/38 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

Line 1
MY BOUQUET.
/maɪ buːˈkeɪ/
Line 2
I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.
/aɪ rɪˈmɛm.bər soʊ ˈvɪvədli ðə naɪt ʌv maɪ fɜːrst bɔːl/
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The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.
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I hardly knew myself.
/aɪ ˈhɑːrdli nuː ˌmaɪˈself/
Line 5
I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.
/aɪ ɡeɪzd æt ˌmaɪˈself wɪð ðə ˌɪrəˈpresəbəl smaɪl ʌv ɪˈleɪʃən/

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anticipations noun US /ænˌtɪsəˈpeɪʃənz/

plural of “anticipation” — an expectation

From this reading “The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.”

bouquet noun US /buːˈkeɪ/

an arrangement of flowers that is usually given as a present

From this reading “MY BOUQUET.”

consultations noun US /ˌkɑːnsəlˈteɪʃənz/

plural of “consultation” — a conference (usually with someone important)

From this reading “The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.”

debates noun US /dəˈbeɪts/

plural of “debate” — a discussion in which reasons are advanced for and against some proposition or proposal

From this reading “The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.”

elation noun US /ɪˈleɪʃən/

an exhilarating psychological state of pride and optimism; an absence of depression

From this reading “I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.”

irrepressible adjective US /ˌɪrəˈpresəbəl/

impossible to repress or control

From this reading “I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.”

maid's noun US /meɪdz/

possessive form of “maid” — a female domestic

From this reading “The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.”

vividly adverb US /ˈvɪvədli/

in a vivid manner

From this reading “I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.”

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tall glass adjective + noun

In this reading “The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.”

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andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

anticipationsnounUS /ænˌtɪsəˈpeɪʃənz/

plural of “anticipation” — an expectation

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

anxiousadjectiveUS /ˈæŋkʃəs/

eagerly desirous

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

atprepositionUS /æt/

in or near a particular place or position

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

ballnounUS /bɔːl/

round object that is hit or thrown or kicked in games

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

BOUQUETnounUS /buːˈkeɪ/

an arrangement of flowers that is usually given as a present

From this reading MY BOUQUET.

consultationsnounUS /ˌkɑːnsəlˈteɪʃənz/

plural of “consultation” — a conference (usually with someone important)

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

debatesnounUS /dəˈbeɪts/

plural of “debate” — a discussion in which reasons are advanced for and against some proposition or proposal

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

delightfuladjectiveUS /dɪˈlaɪtfəl/

greatly pleasing or entertaining

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

elationnounUS /ɪˈleɪʃən/

an exhilarating psychological state of pride and optimism; an absence of depression

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

excitementnounUS /ɪkˈsaɪtmənt/

the feeling of lively and cheerful joy

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

finaladjectiveUS /ˈfaɪnəl/

occurring at or forming an end or termination

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

firstadjectiveUS /fɜːrst/

preceding all others in time or space or degree

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

flutterverbUS /ˈflʌtər/

move along rapidly and lightly; skim or dart

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

gazedverbUS /ɡeɪzd/

past form of “gaze” — look at with fixed eyes

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

glassnounUS /ɡlæs/

a brittle transparent solid with irregular atomic structure

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

hardlyadverbUS /ˈhɑːrdli/

only a very short time before

From this reading I hardly knew myself.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

irrepressibleadjectiveUS /ˌɪrəˈpresəbəl/

impossible to repress or control

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

knewverbUS /nuː/

inflected form of “know” — be cognizant or aware of a fact or a specific piece of information; possess knowledge or information about

From this reading I hardly knew myself.

lookverbUS /lʊk/

perceive with attention; direct one's gaze towards

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

maid'snounUS /meɪdz/

possessive form of “maid” — a female domestic

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

mamma's

Dictionary entry pending editorial verification. Tap Listen to hear the word.

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

MYdeterminerUS /maɪ/

belonging to the person speaking

From this reading MY BOUQUET.

myselfpronounUS /ˌmaɪˈself/

used when the speaker is also the object of the action

From this reading I hardly knew myself.

nightnounUS /naɪt/

the time after sunset and before sunrise while it is dark outside

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

pleasingadjectiveUS /ˈpliːzɪŋ/

giving pleasure and satisfaction

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

rememberverbUS /rɪˈmɛm.bər/

To recall to mind.

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

smileverbUS /smaɪl/

change one's facial expression by spreading the lips, often to signal pleasure

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

talladjectiveUS /tɔːl/

great in vertical dimension; high in stature

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

terrornounUS /ˈterər/

an overwhelming feeling of fear and anxiety

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

toiletnounUS /ˈtɔɪlət/

a room or building equipped with one or more toilets

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

tremulousadjectiveUS /ˈtremjələs/

(of the voice) quivering as from weakness or fear

From this reading The excitement of the toilet; mamma's and the maid's consultations and debates; the tremulous anticipations; the "pleasing terror;" the delightful, anxious flutter, and my final look in the tall glass.

vividlyadverbUS /ˈvɪvədli/

in a vivid manner

From this reading I remember so vividly the night of my first ball.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading I gazed at myself with the irrepressible smile of elation.

Chapter 17 of Willing to Die: A Novel by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu holds 191 sentences, grouped into 39 reading sections of at most 5 sentences. The text is the source edition, unabridged, and the chapter records which sentences cover which part of the work so that nothing is dropped. Every word can be tapped for its pronunciation and dictionary entry.

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