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Within a Budding Grove

Chapter IX

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When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."
I said merely that he was not being very polite.
Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.
"Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.
And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.
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Within a Budding Grove

Chapter IX

Reading 1/87 · 5 reading units · Lines 1–5

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When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."
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I said merely that he was not being very polite.
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Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.
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"Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.
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And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

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Oxford-style entry order: headword, part of speech, US IPA, concise definition, contextual example, audio, and collocations from this reading.

About preposition US /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Been auxiliary verb US /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading “"Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.”

Being auxiliary verb US /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading “I said merely that he was not being very polite.”

Have auxiliary verb US /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Imagine noun US /ˈimagine/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.”

Might modal verb US /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Must modal verb US /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Replied noun US /replied/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Through noun US /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Well noun US /well/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading “When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."”

Whatever determiner US /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading “Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.”

Whenever conjunction US /weˈnevər/

at any time that; every time that

From this reading “"Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.”

Yet conjunction US /jet/

but in spite of that

From this reading “And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.”

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adeterminerUS /ə/

used before a singular noun to mean one of a group, when it is not a particular one

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

aboutprepositionUS /əˈbaʊt/

on the subject of; concerning

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

affection

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

aggravate

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

andeterminerUS /æn/

the form of “a” used before a word that begins with a vowel sound

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

andconjunctionUS /ənd/

used to join words or parts of a sentence that go together

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

animal

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

apologise

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

back

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

bade

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

beauxiliary verbUS /biː/

used with a past participle to form the passive, or with -ing for continuous tenses

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

beenauxiliary verbUS /bɪn/

the past participle of “be”

From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

beingauxiliary verbUS /ˈbiːɪŋ/

the -ing form of “be”

From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

Bloch

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

butconjunctionUS /bʌt/

used to introduce something that contrasts with what came before

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

canmodal verbUS /kæn/

to be able to, or to be allowed to

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

cannot

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

confess

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

crisis

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

cruelly

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

find

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

forprepositionUS /fɔːr/

intended to be given to, or used by, somebody

From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

Forgive

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

friend

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

general

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

glad

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

going

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

hark

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

haveauxiliary verbUS /hæv/

used with a past participle to form the perfect tenses

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

hepronounUS /hiː/

a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned, as the subject

From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

hisdeterminerUS /hɪz/

belonging to a man, boy, or male animal already mentioned

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

IpronounUS /aɪ/

the person speaking or writing, as the subject of the verb

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

IfconjunctionUS /ɪf/

on condition that; in the event that

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

ill-bred

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

imaginenounUS /ˈimagine/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

inprepositionUS /ɪn/

inside something, or within a place, period, or state

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

isauxiliary verbUS /ɪz/

the form of “be” used with he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

itpronounUS /ɪt/

a thing, animal, or idea already mentioned

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

man

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

mepronounUS /miː/

the person speaking, as the object of a verb or preposition

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

merely

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From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

met

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

mightmodal verbUS /maɪt/

used to say something is possible but not certain

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

mischievous

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

mustmodal verbUS /mʌst/

used to say something is necessary, or almost certainly true

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

notadverbUS /nɑːt/

used to make a word, phrase, or sentence negative

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

now

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

ofprepositionUS /ʌv/

belonging to, or connected with, somebody or something

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

offence

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

only

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

opportunity

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

particular

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

passing

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

plead

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

polite

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From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

repliednounUS /replied/

an important story-specific word used in this passage

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

said

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From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

shouldmodal verbUS /ʃʊd/

used to say what is right, expected, or advisable

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

singular

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

snob

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

snobbery

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

soconjunctionUS /soʊ/

for that reason; with the result that

From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

spoke

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

tease

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From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

thatconjunctionUS /ðæt/

used to introduce what somebody said, thought, or felt

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

thedeterminerUS /ðə/

used before a noun that is already known, already mentioned, or the only one of its kind

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

Then

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

throughnounUS /ˈthrough/

a story-specific word describing an important person, object, action, or idea in this passage

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

toparticleUS /tuː/

used before the base form of a verb to make the infinitive

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

too

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

tormented

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

tried

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

typical

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

used

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

very

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From this reading I said merely that he was not being very polite.

vexed

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

wantonly

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From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

wasauxiliary verbUS /wɑːz/

the past form of “be” used with I, he, she, it, or a singular noun

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

way

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From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

wepronounUS /wiː/

the speaker together with one or more other people

From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

well

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From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

wereauxiliary verbUS /wɜːr/

the past form of “be” used with you, we, they, or a plural noun

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

whateverdeterminerUS /ˌwʌˈtevər/

any or all of a kind, it does not matter which

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

WhenconjunctionUS /wen/

at the time that

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

wheneverconjunctionUS /weˈnevər/

at any time that; every time that

From this reading "Forgive me," he used now to plead, whenever we met, "I have vexed you, tormented you; I have been wantonly mischievous.

whichpronounUS /wɪtʃ/

used to introduce a clause giving more about a thing just mentioned

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

whopronounUS /huː/

which person or people

From this reading Then he tried to apologise, but in the way that is typical of the ill-bred man who is only too glad to hark back to whatever it was if he can find an opportunity to aggravate his offence.

withprepositionUS /wɪð/

in the company of; together with

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

yetconjunctionUS /jet/

but in spite of that

From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.

youpronounUS /juː/

the person or people being spoken to

From this reading When Bloch spoke to me of the crisis of snobbery through which I must be passing, and bade me confess that I was a snob, I might well have replied: "If I were, I should not be going about with you."

yourdeterminerUS /jɔːr/

belonging to the person or people being spoken to

From this reading And yet--man in general and your friend in particular is so singular an animal--you cannot imagine the affection that I, I who tease you so cruelly, have for you.